four at the door, two in the hole

[ghozt]

this is a poem i wrote at work today (insted of doing what i was supposed too lol), its all about my current situation, it seems the only way i can relly explain it i gess, well here it gose

 

It may seem as though im fine

with a new woman in my life

but its not all what it seems

but on the inside of me

im torn

my heart is in fours

my new woman is great

treats me the way she should

but when im gone

she will be wronged

Another that ive wronged

also's taken a pice of me

ive seen the pain

in her eyes

when she sees me go by

with a new girl on my side

ive know her a year

and i can see her tears

and her fears

that she wont be mine

but it she may, only in time

Alas theres another

sometimes i wonder

why i even bother

she tells me were friends

but i know she dosnt believe it

she's afried of when i leave

of what shell be

just another lost soul?

she trys to hide whats inside

she dosnt want to believe

were just friends but

what she relly fears

is whats to come in the end

will be friends once agen?

There is one more

who holds the last of my heart

she showed me what love is agin

from the darkest time in my life

she left me once

i dont what to lose her agin

but i will

because in one month

we'll be at oppisit of this world

i love her

and she knows it

because she loves me to

and shows it

now this is my poem

to the four

at the door

to my heart...