All the reasons & What now?

[cant-stop-loving-her]

1.

ALL THE REASONS

 

Everyday I sit on this chair

With nothing to do but stare

At these empty walls around me

When its getting harder to see

Beyond the deserted road lying ahead

Nothing left to be said

I'd rather be anywhere but here

 

There are times when I want to say

All the things she needs to hear

All the reasons why I care

And why I feel this way

For a stranger

But now I cant hold it away

Any longer

 

And then,

I woke up in the middle of the night

Screaming her name

I sat up on my bed till the morning light

Told myself it's all a game

That was never mine to be played,

So I tried to make myself believe

The face that haunts me every single night

Will fade away

When the time is finally righ

 

2.

WHAT NOW???

 

What'd you want me to do??

Cuz I dunno what I gotta do to get to you

Since you're so into your world

And have made it so difficult

Something that started so simple

And now I can just watch you every single day

While you pretend everything is perfectly ok

You never ever bothered to find out

What I was on about

All I ever wanted was to get to know you a little bit more

But now that's not even worth hoping for

 

So now, come over here and show me

I'm so sick of it goddamit tell me

The words you need to hear to make you see

What the f*ck you did to me

Don't tell me that you cant even see

These scars you left all over me

 

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these are two songs of what i'm going through for the past few months..

 

the first was 2 months ago and the secod one is the present..

both are not finished yet..but i was wondering what you guys think of them.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

I love them both espeacially the first. I don't know it just speaks to me. Really well written and i'm sorry you've been through this lately.

[cant-stop-loving-her]

thanx, rozi..