KellyWyndham Posted March 29, 2007 Share Posted March 29, 2007 This might be getting worse Or has it always been the same? I watch them all around me Wishing I were they Whilst always trying to tell myself that I am me. And that 'me' can be beautiful. I always need someone near me A kind of constant reassurance that I am not alone. Without it, I feel like I do now. I am empty, scared and helpless. This feeling creeps up on me. And grows over my mind like grass. I'm only a six year old inside Hearing so many things Those things have been frozen And now lie within my soul. You told me I was worthless And now I finally believe you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bar35 Posted March 29, 2007 Share Posted March 29, 2007 Thank you for sharing this. If this is something you wrote, you should know it is both beautiful and tragic. Also you are not worthless, you just helped me to understand more of my ex girl friends behavior, to hear it expressed and it helps me to understand her. So thank you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted March 29, 2007 Share Posted March 29, 2007 Aww thats good but so sad sweetie. Did it really happen? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted March 30, 2007 Share Posted March 30, 2007 I loved it, your poetry is always really great, and you should know that you are a fantastic person! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KellyWyndham Posted April 6, 2008 Author Share Posted April 6, 2008 thankyou, yeh well basically if you have a kind of abusive environment when you grow up the worst damage is really done to your mind and most of the pain you feel much later on! at least thats what i believe.. bpd isnt the end of the world but it can be so frustrating! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Diggitydave Posted April 6, 2008 Share Posted April 6, 2008 thank you kelly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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