Not again you.............

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Oops you did it again..............

 

I'm furious. I'm owned. AGAIN!!!!!!

 

I'm so angry. I'm soooooooooo angry.

 

I want to cry or shout or not care or something different.

 

Oh my god.

 

That's SUCH an unnecessary thing to do!!!! It's born out of what?

 

Jealousy and rage I bet. I bet. That's all it can be. Pointlessness can only come from that. Surely.

 

I have learnt-- that I care, almost religiously, what people think about me.

 

Your constant defense of your image at the expense of mine has taught me this at least.

 

I'm desperately trying to take that from this.

 

But I hate you. And worse, right now, I hate myself for letting you do this. Forgiveness please.