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Time Changes Us


Ms. Babydoll

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Memories are woken

As I look at the photos

It hurts to look at them

But sometimes I'm scared I'll forget

 

Why is it that we've grown distant?

What it is that made me let you go?

I keep looking at these photos

In hope that I'll remember

 

But my past is a hidious blank

A place I hate to think of

I've blanked as much of it out as I can

I don't want to go there anymore

I've moved on

 

But now you write me letters

I still haven't writin back

But I'm thinking about it

But I'm scared

 

I'm scared how you'll take my letter

I'm scared of what one letter could do

You could destroy me with my own words

You've done it before

 

You told me I was a bright little girl

In that last letter you wrote

How you wish to see me again

How can you say I was bright?

When yet my past seems dark

 

I don't know why I've been so confused

About the feelings I have for you

I hate you but I love you

I miss you but I don't want to see you

Or do I?

 

What has made me afraid

Of seeing your face again?

Maybe I'm scared that those nightmares will come back

Cause I'm stable now

I've finally learnt how to dream

I never could with you in my life

 

Mother our relationship was never normal

It never will be

I want to hold on but let go

Time changes us

 

*devoted to my mother*

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