r3drobin Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 its been about 2 months....woa, this is the first time realizing how long its been....2 months since he said goodbye to me for good and we've been 100% NC. he's long gone i suppose...although physically 2 miles down the road. i assume i dont run into him becuz he spends his time w/her now...she lives further away in a city i never have really visited and dont know very well. anyway today was a beautiful day weather wise...a real change for TX...and i found myself thinking about our motorcycle rides and days gone by. im not sure if i was missing him or just missing the "thought of him/us"...but i found myself searching his website this evening. ouch ](*,) i cried...i thought about him too much...i called a friend. i tried talking about how bad he used to make me feel during our relationship...how unhappy i was. i tried to put it into perspective and let it go. its just hard. i guess im just lonely. the season is changing...holidays are coming....and this year not only do i not have my boyfriend, i dont have my mother. (passed away suddenly in march) i wish i could skip this time in my life and jump forward to good times... now please. [-o thx for listening. robin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anderson617 Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 yes indeed, hang in there! we the community, are here if you need us! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
r3drobin Posted September 15, 2006 Author Share Posted September 15, 2006 can ya'll come over and bring pizza, brownies and beer?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyTeddyBear Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 I know what you're feeling. I'm only in day 6 of the break-up. it's tough. this place is great,tho . it has help me alot. be strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
g44 Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 "im not sure if i was missing him or just missing the "thought of him/us"..." u can think of him and u in both of those ways...it doesn't have to be one or the other "i cried...i thought about him too much...i called a friend. i tried talking about how bad he used to make me feel during our relationship...how unhappy i was" did u think about how happy u were too? try and give balance to your thoughts and u might feel a little better. i am sure if u are thinking about him - he is thinking about u...sounds like u had a nice bond. hugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
desertnomad Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 Pizza, brownies, and beer sounds good about now. I know what your feeling about the holidays. Gonna be tough here to. Was with the ex the last 4 holiday seasons. Just cant believe its gonna be another lonely year end. The last thing I would have expected at the start of the year. Hang in there robin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
desertnomad Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 Just an afterthought I had today. Can we suspend the holidays this year. Maybe just call december like 2nd June or something and November 2nd May? Maybe selfish... but thats ok. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
r3drobin Posted September 16, 2006 Author Share Posted September 16, 2006 i cud go for that! while we're at it let's skip March's too plz! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
desertnomad Posted September 16, 2006 Share Posted September 16, 2006 You got it. March has been officially canceled Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
whoops Posted September 17, 2006 Share Posted September 17, 2006 yeah i am with you and glad to know you are in your thirties too as this is my second breakup and not as hard as the first but i think idid the right thing he tried to hug me before i left and i said no he said he needed time but if he aint ready to commit after 5 yars he never will be - right ? so i wonder lonely as a cloud again - i miss his laugh his smell and this is day one i cry i thought i would have him to be mine always but he got scared when i got ready and he thought he was ready before an then got scared - so what to do ! I love him! right so me going to find new hobby and friends> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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