feelings.

[dpressedone89]

see the glowing moonlight

i dont want to see myself anymore

it hurts,so bright

why cant i feel okay?

 

the blood

so dark, it hides me well

hold me in seclusion,

let it fall from me to the floor

beautiful,

as it devours whats left of existience

 

killers walking free

let them free

you all have killed

your words, or actions

or lack of thus

have killed me

 

i wont pretend im okay

im not okay

im dying

im dying and no one even cares

 

-stitcheS

[nottoogreen]

Hi,

 

It's great you keep writing.

 

Remember your expectation that you will be out of there on Feb 14, 2007 and please work for it.

 

Whenever you like you could start a journal in Journals forum. I like to look after you and there we can talk anything without going OT.

 

P.S. from the other thread in case you not go there again.

 

anorexia, no bulemic tendencies because i feel guilty wasting food when people are starving somewhere in the world

OK, There was a movie once, the "Flight of phonix" IIRC, a twin engined plane went down in the desert, an engineer redesigned the plane and patched it up flying all out. The engineer got more water than the others because of the long hours he put in. In the end, he saved all.

 

Contrary, he could have given his water ration to the others and they all would have perished.

 

The morale of the tale, you can do more in the world as long as you fight on.

 

Love yourself, look after yourself.

 

You have much to give and receive!

[PRSOV]

I can really relate to that poem, and picture myself in it... Although it makes me a little emotional.

 

Keep writing, you really have a knack at it.

 

PRSOV

[yeawutever]

It's good to hear that you're expressing your emotions, never bottle them up. It's not true no one cares about you, we do, we are your family.