Boughtandpaidfor Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 I want to make it not matter I can feel now that it doesn't Everyone tells me it doesn't As long as I'm happy But I think they still expect a decision And I don't want to give one I want to continue unsupervised And unwatched Doing whatever feels right Which parts do I prefer? Whose touch would I rather feel? Would I rather give or receive? Is it natural? I don't see how it can be natural But then, anything goes Whatever you want is fine But I want to understand first Because it just doesnt seem.... I'm so sorry to say it...... But.... it just doesnt seem To make any sense Pleasure is one thing But no one offering me advice Seems to have any Being comfortable with who you are Is another thing But no one I see is comfortable Is it simply because I can't offer much On the conventional path That I might seek another way? Do I just want an identity Less fraught with competition And failure? But what of the consequences Of such a choice? Because I felt so different When I touched that world It felt relaxing though And I did feel alive With that new special touch In many ways though It also felt like death I can't make a choice Because no one I speak to can listen And because where I am Seems so much better Than that step I might take I can't escape these feelings These attractions I mustn't be ashamed of them And I must find ways to express them But that lifestyle...... Looks shallow and painful How can I say that though? It's just not acceptable Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yeawutever Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Very nice poem, great use of the words!!!!!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tigris Posted July 5, 2006 Share Posted July 5, 2006 I like the poem too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hazeleyed Posted July 5, 2006 Share Posted July 5, 2006 awesome poem! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SapphireStar Posted July 5, 2006 Share Posted July 5, 2006 Amazing! I really enjoyed reading this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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