Boughtandpaidfor Posted June 14, 2006 Share Posted June 14, 2006 I know, without a doubt, That I didn't deserve such lack of consideration Yet someone, not even a friend anymore But someone I could not stop thinking about Keeps hurting me Not because we have feelings between us But because she barely even thinks about me at all And it hurts To only be called for something And not just to be spoken to And because of this I'm hurting someone who loves me How can I risk such wonderful things For something so hopeless? I ignore her But she's still there She asks why I'm avoiding her But she's more amused than upset Which furthers my imascualation I know its ridiculous The worst thing is I don't know If I really feel for her Or if I just don't like being turned down I know I'm wonderful I know I'm terrible I want to be wanted by everyone I want the adoration of everyone And she doesnt And it drives me insane Does she know? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted June 14, 2006 Share Posted June 14, 2006 OMG! i used to feel that exact way! Great poem thanks for sharing... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Boughtandpaidfor Posted June 18, 2006 Author Share Posted June 18, 2006 Everytime I read this back I get upset. I can't believe how cathartic it was to put this down in writing. Been going through my head so long. Poetry rocks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daddy Bear Posted June 18, 2006 Share Posted June 18, 2006 sometimes poetry is the only way to express yourself clearly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted June 18, 2006 Share Posted June 18, 2006 I agree with slightlybent poetry can express feelings that sometimes would other wise stay locked up inside of you and never let out... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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