Make a mercy killing.

[EmptySoul]

I lost myself back there

Somewhere

And I didn't even notice I was gone

I didn't see that my reflection was a little dim

Or that my smile was all wrong

I didn't feel the cuts I made

With the knife, the razorblade

I didn't feel the things I gave

To all the wanting boys

And I can't find myself

Because I don't remember where I've been

I don't remember what I did

But I know I smell like sin

I know my hands are shaking

But I can't remember why

With my fingers in my throat

And my mind screaming…

It's daytime but it's dark

And I'm sleeping

In the shadows

I'm eating

Then I'm purging

Until the pain is gone

For just a little while

I'll stare at my reflection

And wonder who I am

Bite me bruise me bleed me

Rip out my heart

And make a mercy killing.

 

-Empty.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

I really like that Emptysoul its a really good piece of poetry. Im glad you can express yourself in words like that! I love all the emotion you put into it and you can almost feel your pain through your righting.

[neva_black_n_white]

My god that captured me. Its like a confession almost. I love it. I dont think ive really read anything like that before. raw emotion. i like it indeed.

 

a great piece of work... bit of an inspiration giggles**