blueangel Posted May 2, 2006 Share Posted May 2, 2006 There's something going on inside my head By the time i'm feeling, I'm feeling dead A tension there that leaves me floating in the air As the world disappears Something with my brain- weakness is what I gain The days go by and so I try To accomplish all that I can But it's like a metal barrier is there I can't focus, I can't wake up I daydream, I dwell Don't know what to do with myself It's so strange, is it God? Should I reach for him In the stars? Do I have the strength to sacrifise such time So release the pain from within my mind? To give my soul, to commit to When I can barely Barely move All the things I know I can do It just waits I go slower And it fades I try to talk to you I try to reach for help I try to understand it But I'm silencing inside now What is happening To this mind of mine? It's like all that ever was Is no longer there inside The only way to move Is when I write it down From second to second Always trying to figure stuff out What to do next Should I build on this part of my life? Should I commit to them? But I'm being silenced in this fight No thoughts, just knowledge Seeping through my soul Forcing me to slow down To look around too Live in the now and love it here Serve my God It's all so clear More time I've been given like I asked No distractions, just unfinished tasks Yet, nothing happens It's all so slow Nothing to live for And it shows When I walk down the hall So empty are my eyes I bet you'd never guess What's going on in my mind Cant touch it, cant try God, I need your help Help me to move Move and live my life out Let me get this done Let me accomplish things here Let me live my life Even if it's in my mind Let me see it clear Let the rain fall Let me feel and dance Let me see it all Just stay by my side I don't want to tell them Anymore how I feel I just want someone beside me Standing there, my dear Just stay by me Stay for a little while maybe you'll be the one To bring my soul back out Just stay by me Lullabies this night Rock me in gown As I lie a frozen sight I'm not mute, I swear I'm just waiting here I've given up on you So all that I'm used to They just disappear So stand beside me Stand tall So when I look up Without a word- I know You understand it all Because it's all I've ever wanted All that would matter If for once someone would Take my heart so shattered And hold it... Here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsallgrand Posted May 2, 2006 Share Posted May 2, 2006 That's lovely. I think it would make a good song. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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