I'm in a funk

[red10]

well at nighttime I feel better because that's one more day I made it through...plus I have been taking Tylenol PM....i try not to, but the nights I don't - well, i don't sleep at all.

 

I know I need to just get out of bed in the morning and go do something, and i have been trying to keep busy -hanging out with friends and family...but then i kind of feel like i'm just putting it aside and that feeling is still there, waiting for me - it keeps building up...aarrrgghhh....

 

and when i do let myself cry, i feel better, but it just keeps happening! i know it takes time, but until then - it really just sucks.