AnotherBrokenDoll Posted February 14, 2006 Share Posted February 14, 2006 My only friend! Why don't you love me, Why can't you see, I've changed myself just to be, To be the perfect girl, You wanted me to be. But now i'm left all alone, In my little cage, Locked away is where i am, With only my blade, To take away the pain. Why don't you see, the only way to save me, Is to truly love me, But with tears so cold, Running down my cheeks, I realise with a truth so bold, That you and me aren't ment to be! So out comes my blade, My one and only friend, To take away the hurt, To take away the pain. So goodbye to you my only love, I'm sorry i was never your sweet angelic dove GOODBYE!!! Inside my heart, Are the feelings, That soon went astray. The love you stole, And soon through away. My soul is full of saddness, My eyes full of tears, My wrists full of scars, Some mended by the years. But soon the knife will win, My life it will take, It will cut deep into my skin, And end this terrible heartache. For goodness sake, I hope god doesnt forgive you! For what you've done, I hope you are forever on the run. Why did you hurt me? How could you make me cry? You said you'd always love me. You said you'd never lie. Both these promises you did break, My heart and soul you did take. But soon i did not fear, All that used to make me tear. No longer do i have to hide, Now i have found my pride. So goodbye Mr. treat-me-like-a-toy, No longer shall i give you, My patienc, love and joy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NKP Posted February 14, 2006 Share Posted February 14, 2006 they are good, but are they true do you cut or want to cut? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted February 14, 2006 Author Share Posted February 14, 2006 I do cut but i dont want to! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShySoul Posted February 14, 2006 Share Posted February 14, 2006 Good poems. Rozi, I hope you see that you are strong and can get through the pain. You don't need to cut. Are you getting help, talking to someone? Have you posted about this in the SI forum? If you have, I'll take a look shortly and see if I can say anything to help. Just know that you are a good, strong person who will make it through this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted February 15, 2006 Author Share Posted February 15, 2006 Thanks and know im not getting help i didnt put 1 on de SI but on de suicide i did but i think im getting better i hope so anyway! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShySoul Posted February 15, 2006 Share Posted February 15, 2006 Hope you are doing better. I'll still take a look at your post. Wishing you well Rozi. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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