My relationship, my life... in a nutshell. How pathetic.

[kaoticbaby]

I wonder

If you could ever change

 

When I think I

Have it covered

The situations rearrange

 

It's easy when I feel it but it's hard to just explain

...This lesson that I've learned is more convincing in the rain.

 

Remember all those days when we would hang out at the park

And I smiled in rhythm with the laughter in our hearts.

I felt trapped...

But I never knew the wrath of true constraint.

I thought I knew what life was,

But it was only a mistake.

 

Sometime's its hard to just let go of your pain.

When your life is too involved, then it wont ever be the same.

So you let your thoughts run wild in the reels inside your mind

And you think that hate is love, and love is hate at the same time.

 

Where is that time?

 

It slipped through my fingers at an unknown rate.

 

It feels like a century, it feels like a day.

It feels like I let the wind blow it away.

 

I think I'm crazy, I swear.

 

The asylum is my mind.

I bang on the walls, I scream out my heart

When my thoughts are gathered I tear them apart.

...I'm too coward to end it and go back to the start.

 

So where do I go when there's nowhere to hide

I just let my thoughts eat myself up from inside

And I smile that smile, and I put on my show

Then I just keep on walking down this dead-end road.

[Mrocza]

Wow.

 

That was really heart wrenching. Honestly, my chest felt tight when I was reading it.

[ShySoul]

Wow.

 

That was incredible. Could feel the pain in every word. I've felt like that for a long time. But somehow I know that things will get better. I hope things turn around for you soon. Take care.

[AwdreeHpburn]

Love the last line! Very powerful......

 

....It resonates with me anyway.