Feeling the rain

[Moon Goddess]

I'm lying on the cold, hard floor

In a shallow corner of my room

I stare at the closed door

And think of spring flowers about to bloom

 

I look out my window

Rain tapping hard

I want to go out and see the shadow

Of all mistakes I made in past

 

I stand up to go feel the rain

That is if I can still feel

I want to know the things I'll gain

If I choose to not be real

 

I'm walking down the halls

To go to the yard and "feel" the rain

In my head I hear the calls

Of voices I'll never hear again

 

Now I stand in the cold rain

Mixed between tears and pain

I wish I could gain

The control of my life I once had...

[ShySoul]

Great Moon Goddess. You'll have that control over your life, I know you will. Just believe in yourself and have faith.