dirtbubble Posted November 27, 2005 Share Posted November 27, 2005 This also is not a poem I decided today like yesterday and the day before Not to commit suicide today or tomorrow or any day after Good to feel like I know How I will feel about it later I wish I could reach into every one of you Make you know what I know About life and truth I am deluded enough To imagine my knowledge is valuable (Although I have not converted it into everlasting joy) But I have to erase myself again from formal memory This forum is not for me After all Because I cannot be consoled My solitude is ineffable I am alone and you all have helped prove that I can only thank you You will know how I feel one day One day all of you will join my forum Every word silenced Deleted Lost Forgotten This forum is for the heartbroken Confused Consolable And advice is tolerated Only from those who show no evidence of fault Like Jesus They have no sin Or they are too young to have sinned To have had relevant, first-hand experience To have looked their own failings in the face And told the truth to themselves About what they see I am vulnerable I have made many mistakes My mistakes include loving the wrong people too much Over-committing Leaving at the wrong time Not committing Caring too much about the tears of a lover Not caring enough Being too slow Too fast Favoring a dishonest lover over an honest friend thereforeeee you are best advised To ignore my advice My mistakes do not include taking drugs If anyone thought that based on what I wrote They display an inability to read and think critically Not my fault Some of you young people will finally know one day What it is to have made really bad decisions Based on your best intentions and understanding To have the consequences chase you until you collapse in the street And understand that life is not fair God's perfect plan for us is beyond our feeble ability to comprehend or appreciate Goodbye again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShySoul Posted November 27, 2005 Share Posted November 27, 2005 It's not mushrooms (though stay away from them), it not parasites (though stay away from them to), and its not you (kinda hard to stay away from yourself ). Life is full of disappointments, of bad luck. Sometimes its not fair and you just want to scream. Some are our mistakes and our own faults. Other times it is a case of bad luck that we couldn't have done anything about. I know. Sometimes I think if it wasn't for bad luck, I would have no luck at all. But as long as you blame yourself for everything, as long as you live with the attitude that nothing good is going to happen, then that is precisely how things are going to be. You can't give into the idea that everything is going to go wrong. You have to have faith that things will get better. And you have to carry yourself, stand tall and proud and say that you aren't going to be like that, so down and mad at yourself, anymore. You are going to focus on getting things done, turning things around. Cause in the end, it will work out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Broken_Doll_ParTs Posted November 27, 2005 Share Posted November 27, 2005 Im sorry to hear what you have gone through, Shysoul has a good point though. With bad luck comes good luck, theres always light at the end of the tunnel. You never know what might happen, you might get a better job, you might win the lotto LOL who knows!!!! Just stay strong and dont blame anyone or yourself for the bad luck your having. It will pass. I know you can do it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bilal72401 Posted December 12, 2005 Share Posted December 12, 2005 hey dirtbubble are you from Arkansas? u mentioned Hot Springs in your post? i am from Jonesboro i am really sorry you are feeling that way, i hope things will get better for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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