Confused Destination

[Empty789]

Theres a point in life, where you realize a moment of sorrow is a river of tears

Its collects in your internal veins, until finally it flows throughout

You feel its crisp, cool, water splash on your skin

But you are so numb by now, that there is no reaction

Am I slowly heading toward the falls

Or am I swimming upstream

To be eaten after all

I cant make up my mind, nor can I understand, where is this coming from, will this emptiness ever end

There is a point in life, where you just curl up and die

Still breathing, still acting, and smiling the same

But your inner being seems to change

Your heart beats faster, and your mind slows down

Everything around you becomes blurred and seems lightly drowned

Am I suffocating?

Or am I breathing in my own air

I can't make up my mind nor can I understand, where this is coming from, will this ever end in tear

Break me, slap me, curse me, die my soul with blue

For I am freezing, you know, you know its true

So cut this tube, and let the river flow

Right through the eternal foundation

Of my cold, empty, confused destination, in stow

[ShySoul]

No matter how empty you may feel, there is always hope. There is always a brighter day coming. Don't give up, don't curl up and die. I've wanted to do that myself, but in the end I know that to do so when just be letting everything else win. You have to stand up, fight the darkness, never surender.