A goodbye to destiny

[Noggy27]

I have never written a poem in my life so hows this? Its a goodbye to the one I fell in love with.

 

 

I write this poem to you, to say a final goodbye

I wrote many letters but threw them away

I write this for you now so that you may really know

why I acted like this and scared you away.

 

I tried really hard to make our dates last

I worked really hard so you would have a blast

I made a mistake and opened up

with all that alcohol I opened up too much.

 

I tried my best to win you back

I realise now I just made it worse

I realise now that I scared you away

why did I have to act in such a way?

 

I have spent a week in worry and pain

I cannot convince you to think my way

I realise you are scared from a previous pain

but now I must suffer and not to any gain.

 

I rushed you too fast and scared you away

I made you ignore me and want me away

I just wanted a chance to feel the same way again

the way you made me feel when I was with you

 

I pushed too hard and tried too much

I blew away my chance to be with my perfect girl

I blew away my chance to accept my gift from fate

but I guess fate never really liked me in the first place

 

I will push no longer as I dont want you to be mad

I will try no longer to win over your heart

I must realise now you want me no longer

and thats the hardest part to this all over

 

I will save you the embarrsement of fobbing me off

I will save you the guilt of turning me off

I will say my goodbyes at the end of this poem

but not until i have said my last words

 

I wish you could be mine and accept me for me

I wish you could give me one chance to be happy

I wish I could travel time and not scare you away

but to convince you to let go of your barrier is no use

 

I thank you for the time we both had

I thank you for making me feel alive again

I thank you for making me not feel lonely again

you are perfect to me in every way

 

I finish this poem with three scary words

I fell in love with you Claire and thats the truth

I realise now thats why I acted this way

but its too late as I have thrown my chance away.

[Penny1041]

Thats really beautiful. Hard to believe your not a poet.

Im impressed.