Trying to find youself (the real you )

[nena305]

..Finding Me

 

I need help finding me

I dont know what i want to be

There is so much that i want to do

and other dreams to persue

 

I need to find a friend

Whom i can confide in

All i need is to find me

I am confused about life, as you you can see

 

There are some nights that i cry

sometmes all i want to do is die

I try to rid myself of the pain

Am i simply going insane

 

I cant find me

Acceptance is the key

This is what I need to feel

Acceptance to me is such a big deal

 

 

Because more pain i will receive

For in myself i need to believe

I am so hurt inside

And the pain i hav caused myself will not abide

 

It is causing me so much heartache

A better tomorow i wish to make

but i cant seem to see wrong from right

And a reason to live is out of sight

 

I lost the fight that i fought because

Maybe finding me was harder than i thought...

Advise ?

[Empty789]

i know how ya feel