wats goin through my head...

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the past is only a yr behind me

but life has risen, yet i still see

i remember the aggression

i remember the pain

i remember the need for confession

i remember almost goin insane

I remember how much confusion

i remember this all

I remember the conclusion

the unsatisfied fall

 

i remember what people were saying

the places I went to get away

i remember the realience of my home just laying

and how i'd always want to stay

I remember the hurt in my thoughts

the feeling of no return

and now my innocence rots!

and my feelings begin to burn.

 

I remember knowing things would never be the same

its like eeryone looks at me with one eye of shame

i know not everyone knows about what i am writing

but as i write this poem, i feel like i am reciting

that one time in my life where all i could do is start fighting

where life seemed dull, felt like i needed something more exciting

i remember the tear running down my cheek, and everything being frightening

 

I am stronger and braver then i was back then

i am no longer a caver now i accept my sin

because the sun is still shining and the moon still comes out

it's the rising of the sun that makes me want to shout!

 

i'm over this rape story, I'm over these lies

I know the truth in what lyes and who crys

i drive myself with acceptance and love

I kiss my innocence in which was ripped away with a shove.

[Empty789]

i can totally relate to this poem, it was amazing

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thnx