Demonblade Posted July 30, 2005 Share Posted July 30, 2005 "The Pain" The pain inside builds up everyday, and every breath is painful, I look in the mirror and see a person who tried to change themselves How can I explain how I feel,.... The struggling I suffered..... every morning I wake up I can hear the voices of pain... The days are to short, and the nights are too long, and every day my heart grows weaker,... as days pass by The wind gets colder, as my days turn older, the memories from the past haunts my night..... This pain I can never forget, it makes me who I am today... "I Die" I lie here waiting thinking Thoughts without purity I can see your eyes I can smell your scent I can feel your touch I can hear your breath and taste your flesh If my sins were yours, we would both lie in this hell together but it could have all been better If I gave you my mind I would have talked to you If I gave you my body I would have given you my respect If I gave you my heart I would have given you my devotion If I gave you my soul I would have given you my trust I open my eyes wondering would you do anything would I do everything What's left of me drips down inside of you You sleep, I dream You hurt, I bleed You cry, I die "Welcome to my World" Into the broken stream, of lost and shattered dreams. A world that is desolate and lonely. My cries go unheard, my voice dead in all of my words. Lost is my soul. Heart black as coals, or so they think. Welcome to my world. Home of sadness, harbor of war. Frozen shores of broken hope. This is my world. Once lit by love, now lies in betrayed and disrepair. Holding my head, to stop the horror I see. Sometimes I want to die. The abyss is calling me. Welcome to my world. Sanctuary of darkness, home of evil. The cold, dark water calls me. I can't ignore it. I fade into black. This is my world. My happiness is sucked by the monster. The one who abolishes peace. No hope for me, no escape from the nightmare. The voices haunt me. In the only refuge I have. The darkness that wins will absorb into me. Bleeding into me, the monster's haughty laugh. His hand, the blood is dry. Welcome to my world. The soulless monster's eyes are burning red. His haunting voice says I am dead. I hear him. I smell him. His vile breath reeks of death. No one can save me. The agony he brings. My heart sings to be torn out. The monster has done so many times. It is my blood on his hands. How divine. He whispers each time. You are mine. I control your destiny. And it happens again. Welcome to my world. Welcome to the horror of my soul. "My Antidote" Every night I lay in bed with pain and desperation I pray to God that I won't wake again my mind blank with anticipation. I wake the next morning and look around I realize I am still here God didn't save me from this damn place and I bend over and bleed from my fear. My mind is in a trance they say I'm not me, I'll get over it eventually... the truth is I ran out of tears So I bleed the pain all out of me. Smaller and smaller I become I'm wasting away from here soon I'll be gone inside of myself meanwhile, it's with this pencil I will disappear. As I run this pencil back and forth against my pale skin blood gushes out and I have a new scar and through the cut lead poisoning rushes in. I smile at my silver cuts and all my bones you can see jutting out I smile at my disgusting life while away on a cloud i float... this is MY ANTIDOTE. "The End is Near" Silent screams Tears unseen As I slash To create a gash So that this will all be over In a flash No more depression Or trying to make a good impression No fake smiles Or secret trails No more wishing I was dieing No longer staying up the whole night crying No more lying No more denying My end is near But I feel no fear Thou I shed a tear As I watch the blood flow free Dripping out of me Mixing with my tears As they hit the floor No one knows what is going on Behind my closed door My vision fails As death impales my heart And I know now my end is here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jna35 Posted July 30, 2005 Share Posted July 30, 2005 They are obviously filled with a lot of emotion and evoke much pain and suffering. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mieshagirl Posted July 30, 2005 Share Posted July 30, 2005 I can feel alot of emotion in these poems. I like them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FeelinLuckyPUNK Posted July 30, 2005 Share Posted July 30, 2005 all i can say is get aguitar and get into songwriting, poems are better with a melody, in fact im writing a song at the moment about a teenager who is going to commit suicide and the song is basically is suicide note to his mom but im having trouble with lyrics as ive never ever thought about suicide, i think it would be best to talk to someone who has been through it. Stevie Mac Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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