and another thing....

[fantasia2004]

I have come to the realization of who I am little by little and day by day.

 

 

I am not better than anyone

I like to be lazy but not too much

I like my 80's music, and if you make fun of it your hand gets cut off!

I love the strangeness in me, unique and hard to duplicate.

I really don't need that many friends but it does get lonely sometimes

I am a moody, rebunctious and b***hy person.

I have a right to be angry.

I know that I am a good person

I really do not need praise for anything I do well in life.

I am as blunt as they come.

I thought you had right to express your opinions?

Lack of tact right? Oh well then.

No, I am not that nice. I have a mean streak in me.

I like to talk a lot. Nervousness perhaps.

I hate to be bored

I love video games even at my age.

I know that I am smart . I AM NOT PERFECT Yes I do make silly mistakes.

I am not a people pleaser anymore.

That equals failure.

 

I really should not give a damn about other people's opinions of me.

I hope to be successful and if others choose to stand in my way well they will suffer in the end.

 

I love good sex but I have not found the right man to fullfill all my sex needs- oh well.

 

I have a pretty good idea what I want out of life as far as my career and personal life is concerned. No one can change that one.

 

I hate it when people tell me that I do not look like I am 33 years old!

 

God, I hate trying to prove to them.

 

I hate that others don't believe me when I tell them the truth about myself and my fears . Why bother if they won't listen?

 

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

 

Time to end the complaints and work on being happy.

 

Nothing for me to prove to anyone than myself.

 

If you do not trust me as a persn or a friend, why bother coming to me for advice anyway.

 

I am keeping my mouth shut from now on and learning to be a good listener.

No more passive behavior for me.

 

I am truly alone now.

 

It gives me time to think by myself when I am not surrounded by poisionous friends or family members who think they know what is right for me.

 

God bless them and no thanks.

 

Above all, this is a personal testimony to myself.

 

Nor do I care if you find it bizarre. So don't take it personal.

 

I am happy to say that it is not really necessary to be perfect in this world.

 

It is okay to make a few mistakes as long as you learn from them.

 

Long I know.

 

Man I can't get over the fact when I TELL THE story about my sex life with my ex to people.

They start laughing about it hysterically then they break down into tears.

 

Maybe I need to turn it into a play or a bestseller?

[Alabama]

Sometimes it's good to vent about things that can annoy you or to get something off your chest. It's good you've figured those things about yourself. The worst thing you can feel is lost, as in not knowing who you are. But, your not lost. So, no worries. good luck!

[fantasia2004]

God yes I needed it. thank you Jesus

 

 

I just wish I knew how to play chess...

 

I laugh at myself more often .

 

I chose to accept my flaws.

 

I am happy at the turn of events that have occurred recently and still have a long way to go.

 

I hope that in the future I meet mister right and take things slower next time I fall in love.

 

Or maybe God has it out for me to be alone forever?

 

It feels good to be alive and working while dreaming big for better things.

 

I am lloking to find something that will expand my interests and mind.

 

Hey what is a Bipolar disorder and passive aggressive behavior/u]?

 

Maybe I am too boring for others. oh well.

[Alabama]

Hmm..I'll have to do some research on bipolar disorder and passive aggressive behavior. But, if others thing your boring, then that's their problem. We each have inside us, something that makes us great. I'm sure you'll find that. I know it. Good luck!

[fantasia2004]

anything yet

[Sadness_Creeping]

Hey what is a Bipolar disorder ?

 

Bipolar isn't fun, that's all i know. I once had an ex, who was diagnosed with bipolar. Basically, its a person who's has extreme highs like they can feel like they can do anything and are self absorbed, and then extreme lows where they want to kills them self's. They also may sometimes do things that they fail to relize that they are doing, like driving down the wrong way on a major highway, just because they are in an extreme high or low. People with bipolar defiantly should be on meds, and most people cant really bring them self to work, Let alone keep relationships/friendships.

Keep in mind this is just from my experience and it might be different for other people.

[Alabama]

Thanks for answering about bipolar disorder. I've been busy the past few days. About passive aggressive behavior, it is when someone shirks their responbilities and then decides to good off instead. It is a behavior, rather than a condition. This website can better explain it:

 

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Hope this helps.