From_Now_On Posted July 7, 2005 Share Posted July 7, 2005 mind over (it doesn't) matter this shyness (won't) the silence (don't) let it shatter too late… i'm sitting here alone (as I often do) i'm sitting here (by myself) just thinking things through and none of this will probably make any sense… (most people just don't hear me) usually we only hear what we want things to have meant (so we can hide within our false sense of security) i already know whatever meaning I pursue will just be shaded and any idea new to me, I know i still was not the first to have created but it's how I'm feeling (today) so I'll just say it i have found that I often feel deflated and so often it seems "the usual" is overrated you know it's occurred to me it doesn't make sense to say "I *FEEL* jaded" and lately I've found myself wondering, how come everyone always says how they feel hated? and I've been thinking what's with Happy and Birthday always being separated by 'belated' and I've been noticing recently just how much my dreams have faded everything is going exactly like I anticipated i don't know why I even sat here and waited in the first place everything is always done in such poor taste these days how many layers of masks must we peel off to find someone's face? and it's so irritating how this random rhyming is lacking so much grace that's not how i wanted this to be my point is lost in the verse i know all that you will see is a meaningless conglomeration of words yet still I look at this paper and I sit back amazed if I could take a snapshot of the thoughts racing through my head it would read-out much like this page but I'll write it off as 'my mind is just chasing various thoughts again' i realize that this silence was my one and only friend …and I killed it slaughtered it with stanzas that hardly make any sense i forgot what I was saying but I still know what I meant it's all a game of mind over (it doesn't) matter this shyness just wouldn't and the silence I shouldn't let it shatter but it's too late now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Love Her Like Crazy Posted July 7, 2005 Share Posted July 7, 2005 ditto Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
QTpie87 Posted July 7, 2005 Share Posted July 7, 2005 i hear ya Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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