Zoeyyyz Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 To start off, my boyfriend and I are both 20 years old and have been together on and off for 2 years. Below, I will list all the things he did to me: Told me if I don’t get birth control i can’t come to see him Cussing every day if I don’t follow his obey him Yelling almost every day Cheated by sending nudes to others and begged for nudes Snapped underage teenagers and lied about his age telling them he was around their age Forcing anal sex with words and making me feel bad if i don’t want to do or if we stop while doing it and he didn’t finish Didn’t let me play my music in car because it was bad Told me why cry no one died i saw people struggling with worse issues and they don’t complain like you Forcing me to fix things by changing my mind for example if i say I’m depressed he would say fix yourself and expect me to say I’m not depressed if i don’t do it his way Stopped caring when i was suicidal before he used to write nice words now just ignores it Said if i don’t send him nudes he will watch porn Called me *** Hiding things like scamming girls for nudes selling and buying car and porn addiction saying it’s not my business Didn’t allow me to talk to anyone about our problems because it’s our business Said i was stalking him when i asked what he does on snap when he was cheating Called me pick me when i asked for compliments I said can we pls talk i feel bad i can’t sleep if i don’t know that we good he said i can sleep and just slept Forced me to delete my friends because they cussed him once when they found out he cheated Wants me to argue with my parents for him even tho they said they will kick me out if I continue with him and he then says God has place for me and i shouldn’t worry if they kick me out Doesn’t allow me to post pics of myself on profile picture but he does Never posts me on social media but wants me to do it Doesn’t allow me to follow no men on social media even if they are cooking or anything even young boys Saying it’s my fault he acts like that Gave me cpr cause i wanted to sleep and he didnt let me because he wanted me to apologize and fix what i did Held me down in car because we argued and i cried because I didn’t eat in day and i was so hungry I wanted to go eat and he held my hands and didn’t let me until i fixed things and then i passed out because I felt dizzy and nauseous I need to ask for permission to go out always I need to answer him immediately if I’m online Complained if i liked posts on instagram with men in them or pregnancy or cheating need to tell him immediately as soon as i come home if i don’t he cusses and stresses me Saying to my fav song that it’s depressing and bad Kept nudes of himself in phone but i couldn’t keep even 1 pic of my body My friend texted him and he flirted saying short girls are best etc and then saying it was his friend who did it as prank Wanting to know everything in detail what i talk to family like to translate every single word I asked for passwords after he cheated he didn’t wanna give saying he didn’t share before why should he now I asked him to delete snap because he cheated on that and I just overthink that he will text someone again and he didn’t saying he doesnt want to delete friends Saying he would die for me and he loves me more than he loves himself then saying don’t hurt urself when i ask if he meant it Doesn’t allow me to go my home country to see my family saying it’s dangeours but there is no other way to see my aunt since her husband doesn’t let her go out of country Doesn’t allow me to talk to my aunts son and wanted me to block him because he is man and i shouldn’t be talking to no man other than my brother and dad Saying girl on his phone was his step sis but when i asked him after few months he said her name wrong Wouldn’t wanna do it on period to help me ease pain saying it is disgusting but wanted in ass because it’s tight 1 Link to comment
Kwothe28 Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 5 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Told me if I don’t get birth control i can’t come to see him Bit overboard but he just doesnt want to knock you up and wants it raw dog. Kinda sleezy, not abuse.l 6 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Cussing every day if I don’t follow his obey him Yes, abuse 6 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Yelling almost every day Violent, even abusive if he yells at you 7 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Cheated by sending nudes to others and begged for nudes Not loyal, but not abusive 7 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Snapped underage teenagers and lied about his age telling them he was around their age Creepy and even maybe against the law depending where you at, but not abusive. 8 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Forcing anal sex with words and making me feel bad if i don’t want to do or if we stop while doing it and he didn’t finish Manipulative and abusive 8 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Didn’t let me play my music in car because it was bad Not abusive. Abusive to him if you wanted to play Taylor Swift. 9 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Told me why cry no one died i saw people struggling with worse issues and they don’t complain like you Dismissive of feelings, but not abusive 9 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Forcing me to fix things by changing my mind for example if i say I’m depressed he would say fix yourself and expect me to say I’m not depressed if i don’t do it his way Bit raw, but not necessarily abusive 10 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Stopped caring when i was suicidal before he used to write nice words now just ignores it Dismissive, but your mental health is your issue first. 11 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Said if i don’t send him nudes he will watch porn Jerky, not abusive 11 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Called me *** Probably curse word so abusive 12 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Hiding things like scamming girls for nudes selling and buying car and porn addiction saying it’s not my business Against the law and porn addiction is an issue, but not abusive 13 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Didn’t allow me to talk to anyone about our problems because it’s our business Isolation is a form of abuse so abusive 13 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Said i was stalking him when i asked what he does on snap when he was cheating Deflection is not an abuse. 14 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Called me pick me when i asked for compliments Dont think "pick me girl" is an insult, its mostly dismissive of your feelings. 14 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: I said can we pls talk i feel bad i can’t sleep if i don’t know that we good he said i can sleep and just slept Dismissive, not abusive. 15 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Forced me to delete my friends because they cussed him once when they found out he cheated Isolative, so abusive. 15 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Wants me to argue with my parents for him even tho they said they will kick me out if I continue with him and he then says God has place for me and i shouldn’t worry if they kick me out Relationship issue, but not abusive. 16 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Doesn’t allow me to post pics of myself on profile picture but he does Jealousy and possibly abusive 17 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Never posts me on social media but wants me to do it Possessive, possibly abusive 17 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Doesn’t allow me to follow no men on social media even if they are cooking or anything even young boys Same as above 18 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Saying it’s my fault he acts like that Abusive 18 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Gave me cpr cause i wanted to sleep and he didnt let me because he wanted me to apologize and fix what i did Depending on what you did it can be not abusive or abusive 19 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Held me down in car because we argued and i cried because I didn’t eat in day and i was so hungry I wanted to go eat and he held my hands and didn’t let me until i fixed things and then i passed out because I felt dizzy and nauseous Moe toxic but can be said its abusive 20 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: I need to ask for permission to go out always Possessive and abusive 20 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: I need to answer him immediately if I’m online Same as above 20 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Complained if i liked posts on instagram with men in them or pregnancy or cheating Same as two above 21 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: need to tell him immediately as soon as i come home if i don’t he cusses and stresses me Same as three above 21 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Saying to my fav song that it’s depressing and bad His opinion, again, I am with him if its a Taylor Swift one 22 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Kept nudes of himself in phone but i couldn’t keep even 1 pic of my body Also possessive and hypocritical 23 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: My friend texted him and he flirted saying short girls are best etc and then saying it was his friend who did it as prank Not loyal, and he is a cheater and liar, but not abusive 24 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Wanting to know everything in detail what i talk to family like to translate every single word Again possessive and controlling 24 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: I asked for passwords after he cheated he didn’t wanna give saying he didn’t share before why should he now Again, liar and cheater 25 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: I asked him to delete snap because he cheated on that and I just overthink that he will text someone again and he didn’t saying he doesnt want to delete friends Same as above 25 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Saying he would die for me and he loves me more than he loves himself then saying don’t hurt urself when i ask if he meant it "Love bombing" but not abusive 25 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Doesn’t allow me to go my home country to see my family saying it’s dangeours but there is no other way to see my aunt since her husband doesn’t let her go out of country Controlling and abusive 26 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Doesn’t allow me to talk to my aunts son and wanted me to block him because he is man and i shouldn’t be talking to no man other than my brother and dad Isolation and abuse 26 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Saying girl on his phone was his step sis but when i asked him after few months he said her name wrong Again, being a cheater is not abuse 27 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Wouldn’t wanna do it on period to help me ease pain saying it is disgusting but wanted in ass because it’s tight Personal preferences but not abusive unless he forced an anal Had some time so gone bit by bit. Also if you have a list of things about bad stuff he did to you, you should have left that relationship years ago. 2 Link to comment
yogacat Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 Yes, 1000% you are being abused. I feel terrible for you. There isn’t much anyone can do until you decide you deserve better. His behavior isn’t ok. Where do you see this going, realistically? Please contact a domestic violence helpline. There are many national and local helplines that provide information, support, and resources for those experiencing abuse. They can help you develop a safety plan and connect you with local support services. 3 Link to comment
AndyPandy Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 33 minutes ago, Zoeyyyz said: Forcing anal sex with words and making me feel bad if i don’t want to do or if we stop while doing it and he didn’t finish That is rape, basically. I think that you already know that you're being (horrifically) abused but you wanted other people to confirm this. @yogacat is right - if you love yourself then you have to run like hell from this monster. Do it before he decides that he has the right to cause even worse suffering to your life... 1 1 Link to comment
catfeeder Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 You don't mention why you stick around for this mistreatment. What's your answer for that? 1 Link to comment
TeeDee Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 He's a horrible BF. You need to get away from him. It seems like your parents are on your side & they want you away from him. Ask for their help breaking up with him. Then get some counseling because your self esteem is so non-existent that you don't recognize how poorly he treated you or why you let him. You have always had the power to say no & walk away. Do it! 2 Link to comment
HeartGoesOn Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 What about him are you attracted to? If I had to guess, this will eventually turn to physical abuse. How does that sound? Link to comment
AndyPandy Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 58 minutes ago, HeartGoesOn said: If I had to guess, this will eventually turn to physical abuse. Physical abuse is already happening. 2 Link to comment
yogacat Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 5 hours ago, Kwothe28 said: Not abusive. Abusive to him if you wanted to play Taylor Swift. 😇😂 1 Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 OP, with a list like that it's surprising you still have to ask the question. You KNOW. The bigger question you should be asking is, why are you putting up with a jerk like this and allowing him to treat you this way in the first place? Serious question. 2 Link to comment
Zoeyyyz Posted June 18 Author Share Posted June 18 7 hours ago, Capricorn3 said: OP, with a list like that it's surprising you still have to ask the question. You KNOW. The bigger question you should be asking is, why are you putting up with a jerk like this and allowing him to treat you this way in the first place? Serious question. I have no self respect and self esteem since every woman in my family is abused so it became normal and I just wanted to know what others think about my situation and that I get a bit of advice so I don’t come back to him Link to comment
AndyPandy Posted June 18 Share Posted June 18 16 hours ago, Zoeyyyz said: Doesn’t allow me to go my home country to see my family saying it’s dangeours but there is no other way to see my aunt since her husband doesn’t let her go out of country What's your home country or if you don't want to disclose that, which region is it located in? Are you living in the West currently? 3 hours ago, Zoeyyyz said: I have no self respect and self esteem since every woman in my family is abused so it became normal and I just wanted to know what others think about my situation and that I get a bit of advice so I don’t come back to him You're going to need professional support to help you build up your self-esteem and your self-respect. Wherever you're living right now, are there services available to you? In the meanwhile, block him from contacting you via phone calls, texts, email, social media etc and stick to it. No matter how persistent he is, refuse all contact and communication with him. Keep that list of abusive somewhere that you can access it and every time you feel tempted to reconcile with him, look at that list and remember how terribly he has treated you and tell yourself that you deserve better. Somewhere out there is a man who will not cause you pain and suffering. Link to comment
Zoeyyyz Posted June 18 Author Share Posted June 18 1 hour ago, AndyPandy said: What's your home country or if you don't want to disclose that, which region is it located in? Are you living in the West currently? You're going to need professional support to help you build up your self-esteem and your self-respect. Wherever you're living right now, are there services available to you? In the meanwhile, block him from contacting you via phone calls, texts, email, social media etc and stick to it. No matter how persistent he is, refuse all contact and communication with him. Keep that list of abusive somewhere that you can access it and every time you feel tempted to reconcile with him, look at that list and remember how terribly he has treated you and tell yourself that you deserve better. Somewhere out there is a man who will not cause you pain and suffering. Yes I am living in West and my home country is in Eastern Europe, thank you for advice I will try my best to do what you said and try to find professional support also do you think he can be helped too and that he could change? Link to comment
Coily Posted June 18 Share Posted June 18 You need to distance yourself from this creature. I think you need to consider just ending things and completely cutting him off in all forms. Completely cutting him off, no responses, no acknowledgement of him. From some of his behaviors he seems to be of a very different culture. As such you need to be very aware of your safety. 1 Link to comment
AndyPandy Posted June 18 Share Posted June 18 3 hours ago, Zoeyyyz said: Yes I am living in West and my home country is in Eastern Europe, thank you for advice I will try my best to do what you said and try to find professional support also do you think he can be helped too and that he could change? Forget about whether he could be helped or not and if he could change. Abusers seldom change or recognise that they have a problem and need to get help. The priority here is to concentrate on yourself and ensuring that you are safe, happy and receive support from groups and organisations that provide assistance to people who want to escape from abusive situations. 2 Link to comment
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