Pippin Posted May 21, 2005 Share Posted May 21, 2005 Seconds become Minutes Minutes become Hours Hours become Days Day become Weeks Weeks become Months As time passes on it becomes harder and harder to breathe. I can't let go of this pain any other way. I have to let it flow out. Flow out through my crimson red blood. Everyone tells me its bad to do that. I tell them in my stereotypical response that I know. But how else am I supposed to go on like this. I can't keep this all bottled up inside of me. I can't forget all the things that have happened. I can't forget Blake's goofy smile. I can't forget what Heather and I talked about at his funeral. I can't forget the look on Skips face when he saw the tears rolling down my cheeks after I said goodbye to Blake before they closed the casket. I can't forget him. I can't forget my parents reactions to me. My father didn't yell or scream. He just hugged me. I can't forget how he wasn't mad. I can't forget when I told Kole I liked her. I can't forget when she rejected me for the first time. I can't forget when she finally said yes to Prom. I can't forget when she ditched me at Prom. I can't forget her. I can't forget how Chris wouldn't tell her. I can't forget what he did. I can't forget how good of friends we were. I can't forget how much of a jerk he is. I can't forget how much I wanted drum major. I can't forget the feeling in my stomach when I saw the list of names. I can't forget how he sat me down and explained. I can't forget how I understood. I can't forget how he replaced Bobby when he got accepted to the academy. I can't forget the anger I felt. I can't forget all these things that have made me so happy and then so upset. I just want to let it out. But I can't. If I do someone will see and then they will send me away. I just want to let it out. Please let me let it out. Why can't I let it out? Please let me know what you think. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kungfumaster Posted May 21, 2005 Share Posted May 21, 2005 ausome pippin! you expressed your heart out, no holds barred - that's the way it should be! creativity should not be caged. great! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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