From_Now_On Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 Don't Ask Me To Trust You He's so perfect When I think of it Everything about him Just seems to fit He's intelligent And full of wit And brushed up on his lit-erature He's so mature He reads my soul Straight through my eyes He holds me close And whispers away the lies So why-does he give me chills? He makes me want to run away He's all I've ever asked for And something tells me he would stay To save me Not just treat me like a toy I know I'm so lucky To have met this boy But… I'm going to turn and walk away I'll tell him that this just can't work I know I'm acting like a jerk It isn't like me Maybe I'm just scared that it would be too easy To fall into his arms It's true he had me at hello He told me I was beautiful He looked into my eyes and took my hand He held me in the sand But I was shaking with fear As he pulled me nearer Am I crazy to want everything And run away when I get it all? Is it because of what I've been through And how my trust has been worn so small? Why do I squirm in my skin When he pulls me closer to him? Why do I always shiver in fright When he sees that I'm broken and swears to make it right? I guess I just like to put up a fight Against anything that might mean that I could be okay Even happy, maybe He could save me I guess I'll never know Don't ask me to trust you Cuz' I'll ask you to go ((I wrote this a couple minutes ago. I guess it sort of sums up how I feel about this guy...)) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
neva_black_n_white Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 wow. i can really relate to that. its odd because usually i can uinderstand but i dont tend to relate to others poems, but i can yours. its hard the way your feeling and to undertsand exactly why your doing this. i believe people like you and i set ourselves up for falls. its difficult to see that you can love someone but not allow yourself to get close. i know that a lad gave me his all but i took it upon myself to stop something that was, with all its faults, perfect. im used to, in a relationship, being not used but at the same time not being there for something truly meaningful and symbolic. i had this this time. however, i know that i just became scared, i became weak when i felt pult it. all this time id wanted something and i had got it with the right person but i felt suffocated, almost as if i was letting myself fall into the same shameful trap. so i left him. and do you know what, it killed me. because i left him not once, but twice, third time, every time he came closer i couldnt bare it. i know i love him, but in doing it i began to loose his love. dont let the past stop you because the forth time i lost everything. a light that shon so bright showed only to me your delight you open your eyes without a tear your body was stable because i was near the foundation were brittle and the materials were thin but taking the construction away let you in i opened the doors and let out a cry like a kitten to a mother you came to my side i became scared by the difference how large a step for i hadnt seen you in a while and there was a gap i walked away tale hidden aside tucked away my fears and changed my cries you ran after me to hold my hand but this paw was removed and the feelings were bland the reunions continued id cry again you come to me like the mother hen id let you wander protect aside but it came to love and i pushed away to hide i could go on and on but the story is blunt dont play with the lego because pieces arent fun... grasp it and dont loose out on him. i lost my first love. Kel.x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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