fenlauriautumn Posted November 1, 2017 Share Posted November 1, 2017 , I weren't sure 100% where to even place this post but hope it's in the right category here . Long story short ? I can't stop feeling exhausted and grey inside, almost daily.. It happened after a break-up, with someone I knew for about 5 years now. I drank a fair amount of whiskey from the bottle a few days ago . And although I know it wouldn't make it all go away, jeez it I just needed and wanted to take the edge off of everything Anyway I wonder what I could do to make things better even if that does feel very unlikely at this moment in time. I've also been feeling suicidal A LOT, recently. I have always had suicidal thoughts and ideations when I've gone through a bad patch or just feel extremely alone . This guy was the only man who didn't talk to me either like a piece of meat or a child, he was also self-less, warm and funny. But anyway he's gone now because I messed things up big time in the past with him. But I can't change that now, all I need to know is how the hell to cope I also have a medical condition and am not very close to my father (who is a possible narc) Suggestions would be welcome Thanks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catfeeder Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 You're raising some pretty serious stuff. Have you pursued a therapeutic assessment? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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