did i expect to much?

[in_the_mirror]

its too late

to save me now,

where were you

when my life was crashing?

i know you have some issues

but i do too,

and im tired of hearing

all about you.

my heart has hurt

since the last

and only time

i couldn't keep my promise.

and now with what you said

you made me break a promise

with a close friend too.

i've cut myself again,

each time it gets worse,

each time i bleed more,

and each time i just wish

i could end it.

I wish you would have just

let me cry on your shoulder,

i didn't want the 20 questions,

cuz i can't even tell myself

anymore what is wrong.

i just sit here and hope

that you just might read this,

and understand if only for once,

that i left, because i couldn't

take care of you.

i couldn't even take care of myself

and i cried everynight,

that i couldnt help

because i didn't know what to say.

i can only remember the day

that you cried, and i held you

in my chest, and did my best

to be strong for both of us.

and for a long while,

i could do it, but now,

i needed you to be strong for me,

the tables have turned,

and i either expected too much,

or i have been failed.

[burning_soul_of_lost]

i know how you feel, i've been there twice before..you didn't expect too much from it all thats how it normal goes for some people...but you can get away from the pain and the greif it will take alot\some time but in then end when you look back you will know what i mean.. heal yourself before anymore damage gets through trust me, i had let to much get in and i ended up in the hositpal for 3 months...let the pain go, let it leave your sight and heart.

[From_Now_On]

I've definitely felt this way before...nice job.