in_the_mirror Posted March 20, 2005 Share Posted March 20, 2005 its too late to save me now, where were you when my life was crashing? i know you have some issues but i do too, and im tired of hearing all about you. my heart has hurt since the last and only time i couldn't keep my promise. and now with what you said you made me break a promise with a close friend too. i've cut myself again, each time it gets worse, each time i bleed more, and each time i just wish i could end it. I wish you would have just let me cry on your shoulder, i didn't want the 20 questions, cuz i can't even tell myself anymore what is wrong. i just sit here and hope that you just might read this, and understand if only for once, that i left, because i couldn't take care of you. i couldn't even take care of myself and i cried everynight, that i couldnt help because i didn't know what to say. i can only remember the day that you cried, and i held you in my chest, and did my best to be strong for both of us. and for a long while, i could do it, but now, i needed you to be strong for me, the tables have turned, and i either expected too much, or i have been failed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
burning_soul_of_lost Posted March 21, 2005 Share Posted March 21, 2005 i know how you feel, i've been there twice before..you didn't expect too much from it all thats how it normal goes for some people...but you can get away from the pain and the greif it will take alot\some time but in then end when you look back you will know what i mean.. heal yourself before anymore damage gets through trust me, i had let to much get in and i ended up in the hositpal for 3 months...let the pain go, let it leave your sight and heart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
From_Now_On Posted March 21, 2005 Share Posted March 21, 2005 I've definitely felt this way before...nice job. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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