the sadness of loss

[scootermojo]

as words fall down like blows to the soul

i wither away at losing what i have held sacred

my thoughts and feelings stem from percieved betrayal

but i cannot walk away from that i have always loved

 

was it me, was her that has led to this demise?

was it destined for this end?

i always thought we would share our lives forever

and now i cannot fathom the possibility of not being with my love, my friend

 

romantic walks by the water

only to be erased by lies and broken promises

soft heavenly kisses that lasted for hours just to be wiped away

in a swift moment of uncontrolled bitterness

 

the day i first gazed upon her beautiful green eyes

i fell profoundly and madly in love at first sight

a face so innocent and angelic that only god could create

the words from her soft lips made my world so right

 

she possessed legs of statuesque beauty

that made her seem to walk without ever touching the ground

a gentle swagger and demeanor that projected purity

i still to this very day stand back at the beauty i found

 

i was so envoloped with love and emotion, passion and care

that it came without effort, words and actions of love flowed without thought

i never would have thought that she would leave me, not for anything

no matter how low i fell nor how bad i fought

 

i took her for granted,

she may have as well the same

but my heart for her was pure just as my love will always be

and now that she's gone i'm left with nothing but shame

 

i know now that i will never win her back

too much damage to repair, too many words that cannot be forgotten

if there was truly a god, he would give me just one last chance

to make amends, to apologize and to heal a heart forever broken

 

i know she will never read these words

and she will never let me tell her "i'm sorry and that i love you"

i'm so sorry, jessica, and i wish i would have been better

you have changed my life and given me more than i could ask

i only hope you keep a part of me in your heart forever

 

i don't think i will ever not feel the sadness of your loss

nothing could ever replace my dear jessi

life was not worth living until i met you and you made everything worth the wait

wherever you are wherever you are going i'll love you for eternity

[kskm]

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