a few depressing poems

[nothingontheinside]

Title: Stabbed by the thorns of life

 

I'm just sitting here

Letting the pain drip off of my skin

As my heart slowly melts beneath your grip

Squeeze me harder

The pain couldn't be any more

Than what I feel inside

So empty, alone

Everyone stares and looks through

What is really there

Whispers, secrets stab my back

I'm invisible

They think I don't know

But I hear you all every day

You laugh, whisper, talk

Shut up

Missiles, bullets, knives

Stab my face

Piercing the repulsive face

That I call my own

I am not ashamed

I am embarrassed, mortified, humiliated

At my body

But at least I know

What they think

And what I think

I don't hide it

The fan spins above my head

It's supposed to cool me down

Yet my hands still sweat

I'm nervous, scared, anxious, tense

The mirror splits

The cameras shatter

As I look into them

Menacingly horrendous

I vomit in disgust

Your grip is getting tighter

As my knees buckle

I faint

I fall

My head slams against the door

The scream is barely heard

I am not really there

But you see me tumble

You laugh as I cry

Slowly dying on the cool tile

 

Title: Seize your last night

 

seize your last night

grasp his dark breaths

as they wrap themselves around your heart

you cant stop them

they tighten with each gasping breath

of your own

and it tightens the hold

like barbed wire

tight around you

it makes you bleed

silently, you scream for help

reach out to hit your violater

just to realize you're all alone

you are your own villian

your worst fear

no one else has been there

its you... all alone

your dark crimson tears

shatter as they hit the hard ground

and then take flight

for they are free

and you are trapped

all within yourself

your thoughts, and all ideas

stuck inside

no one cares

and you know it

thats why you're all alone

the wind crawls accross your face

closing your eyes as you fade

all alone, rotting away

soft night kisses your cheeks

kisses your sins goodbye

its all your fault

they're dead

you're dead

gasping for breath

grasping to touch reality

you die in the arms of...

yourself

because of course no one

else

cares

dried mascara tracks

trickled down your face

your last tears spilt

ruin your face even more

ugly, fat

you make others want to puke

your dead body, sickening

you cut your skin

you made it hurt

it hurt everyone around you

now you're there

in your internal world of pain

angels cry, harps sound

shadows come out from underground

they grasp your cold hands

and remove you from sight

no one will even

notice

your

absense.

goodbye.

 

COMMENTS WANTED

 

peace

ness

[jarhead]

those are some pretty sweet poems about feelings many people have

[Gauchori]

I'm my worse enemy/villan.... I can say that.... me....

 

Thanks for sharing

[bilal72401]

These 2 lines are my favorite:

"It's supposed to cool me down"

"Yet my hands still sweat"

 

Those were really awsome poems! i really liked them alot!!!!!! good Job!!! keep writing!!!!!!!!

[From_Now_On]

I liked it a lot. I'm not usually one for poems that don't have some sort of rhyme scheme...I guess it distracts me often times, (not to say I'm big for poems with abnoxious rhyming either...but...oh I don't know). Anyway, something about your poems kept me reading. I liked them a lot. They were great. Keep writing and posting.

[nothingontheinside]

okay really quick... i have to do a poetry reading... which one should i read?

[From_Now_On]

Wow, I really can't decide...but maybe...I guess go with the first one? Anyway, good luck at the reading.

[arwen]

You do have talent girl. Some parts kinda ripped my heart out. Reading them is feeling them, somehow. Keep on writing.

 

Ilse.

[dnttellmelies]

Would it be possible to use these poems for a class I have? i want to ask your permission before it all happens so that's why I am asking. Send me a PM if you don't mind please.

-Ash