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Life growing up in America. All these story lines i was nurtured with. Its not really any of that is it. Not just the movies and television, or the angry songs....but life itself. A beginning middle and end.....setup for all of us...the way its supposed to be, and everything works out because things are good.

I feel like this could be anything and we only consider a few limited options. What can i do really. I can starve to death and die with a lonely feeling in my body. I can pretend none of it ever existed and go on my way. I can let it all build up inside ready to fall over.I'd like to live, but i dont want to die. I never thought it would happen to me...lost and out of ideas...ready to drop everything, I need to find something that works. Something that feels right. Damn i want to believe i can feel alright, and in the right place, but there i go again...looking for that magic storyline. Why did i always need the big story...can i just have a life.

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