now will you listen

[in_the_mirror]

how do you get it back,

how can i get my trust to work

its held back in me and it just sits there.

i have no control to let it out

it just turns black,

and seems to run from the idea.

my stomach drops,

my eyes tear up,

(just like always)

and i begin to shake.

you push and push

you try to make me trust you

and i just cannot,

it breaks my heart,

more then you could ever know.

This isn't in me anymore

are you listening,

you've broken me,

you've taken all i had left,

im dead inside,

my heart is black and broken.

my tears are now dried up,

and all i can do is watch you.

i can't express what if feels like,

i've never been able to.

you know that, i try to do my best

but it is to small between the lines,

you never saw, so again

i watch you hurt me,

i watch you lust after another

i watch you say you love me

but i still just watched you,

watched you walk away.

[tanned_production]

that was SOOO well written. haha

i write poetry

that was awesome.

haha

have a good one.