shaynah Posted January 13, 2013 Share Posted January 13, 2013 Hi, I relate to a lot of you posting here. I am a married, in my late thirties and I am very attracted to, strongly like, and maybe even love another married woman. She doesn't know, or at least I don't think she knows, but there have been lots of nonverbal things that have gone on. Unnecessary touching, I have caught her looking at me, and looking at parts of me that most straight women wouldn't look at. There have also been subtle texting flirts. I can't read her though. I can't tell if she gets scared away if it gets to obvious or maybe she isn't 100 percent sure of my feelings. I will mention that my husband is actually okay with me having a full on relationship with a woman and he knows about my attraction. I have the go ahead from him. That is not the issue. It may be an issue for her though. I am going crazy and wish I had the courage to tell her or just kiss her, but I just can't. I need a little more sign from her that it would be okay. I don't know if she is straight, bisexual or even maybe in the closet lesbian. I don't know if she was bisexual or lesbian if she would ever act on it, or if it would be okay with her husband. She is a total tomboy, but I know that doesn't necessarily mean anything. Having these feelings and being around her have brought me so much joy and passion. I have also come home crying, feeling so disappointed thinking I have been fooling myself believing anything is going on, or might come of it. There are days where I think there has to be something more from they way we interacted. I don't want to lose her in my life altogether, but it's killing me at the same time. I have never felt so much desire in my life! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Capricorn3 Posted January 13, 2013 Share Posted January 13, 2013 This thread is nine years old. Shaynah, it would be a good idea to start your own thread so that members can reply and give you advice. Thanks. Thread closed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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