zentoCC Posted February 1, 2014 Author Share Posted February 1, 2014 Because it's so dark I've stopped drawing back my curtains in my room when I'm at work, and look what happened in five days! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 2, 2014 Author Share Posted February 2, 2014 Just been to a Chinese New Year celebration. It was fun, with lots of dragons and food. We then went to a bookshop so I could buy even more books! Now for a bit of retail therapy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverbirch Posted February 3, 2014 Share Posted February 3, 2014 Glad you don't have to work today CC. I have the day off too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 3, 2014 Author Share Posted February 3, 2014 Haha, that was yesterday Silver. I was at work today. I work the typical 9-5, Mon - Fri. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 4, 2014 Author Share Posted February 4, 2014 I need to stop relying on people not to let me down. On the plus side are kitchen light is working! As fun as it is making dinner in the dark, it's a hell of a lot easier to wash up. It's weird not doing so much exercise, I've waking to work which is something I guess. I just hope it isn't damaging my foot. I want to incorporate more salad into my diet but every time I buy some leaves they go off. I think it's the spinach. I'm going to have to find out which leaves last. A really cheap supermarket opened up right by me, I didn't like it a first because I didn't recognise the brands but I'm starting to warm up to it now. I keep telling myself that I'm saving money. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 4, 2014 Author Share Posted February 4, 2014 Breathe and forget, breathe and forget.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverbirch Posted February 4, 2014 Share Posted February 4, 2014 Hi CC, I have begun making salads with chick peas, corn kernels, dressing and whatever else I want to add to it. If you add the dressing just. Enforce you eat it, you can also use it for soups or stir frays. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 5, 2014 Author Share Posted February 5, 2014 Changed my username. Thanks Silver I have a can of chickpeas I need to use up I could only think of hummus. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 6, 2014 Author Share Posted February 6, 2014 One month on. I'm making sure I do it often otherwise I'll stop all together. People keep giving me advise on how to get a guy and assuming I'm lonely but the truth is I don't really want a relationship at the moment I hate getting attention from guys that beyond friendly. I just want make some friends and get my life more settled. Besides I'm 22 it's. It's not like I'm running out of time to have kids. I wish people would stop going on. I can't wait until I can run on Sunday. I'm going to look up some warm ups to make double sure I'm not doing anything wrong. Nothing really planned for the weekend but to be honest I could do with resting I'm feeling drained. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 6, 2014 Author Share Posted February 6, 2014 It was driving to book club today in the rain. I was stopped at the lights and when they went green I went forward as you do, until some idiot decided he'd go through his obviously now red light, luckily the way the junction is set out he was quite far away from me but I panicked and slammed on my breaks. I felt them go weird, I'm not sure if they locked or if something's happened to my tire, my car seemed to struggle when I recovered enough to go again. I think I panicked the person on my left because they suddenly stopped too, I forgot to look behind be. I hate people sometimes. In better news I had a good time a book group, I left a bit early because I'm tired and I wanted a bit more time to myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 7, 2014 Author Share Posted February 7, 2014 Eep... I'm getting my next tattoo tomorrow. I'm getting a lift to the cinema tonight as I'm a bit scared to drive, I want my Dad to check my tires first. I bought a packet of crisps at work today and two more fell out! I ask my colleague if I should fess up so they could put them back and she said she'd have a packet, haha. I then gave a packet to another colleague in front of my manager and he got really (mock) offended and kept going on about it. I thought he didn't like crisps as he doesn't like cakes but apparently I gave away his favourite flavour of crisps, oops. He kept bringing it up and saying he's been crying and I've ruined his day, then to top it off the colleague I gave the crisps too left one on my managers desk as a joke. I should have just kept them to myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted February 7, 2014 Share Posted February 7, 2014 What tattoo are you getting? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 7, 2014 Author Share Posted February 7, 2014 I'll post a picture tomorrow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 8, 2014 Author Share Posted February 8, 2014 Getting my tattoo in an hour starting to get nervous now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 8, 2014 Author Share Posted February 8, 2014 Today I've eaten a bacon butty and a sausage butty about 3:00pm a galaxy chocolate bar at 5:00pm and I've just bought a margarita pizza in case I get hungry it's 8:30pm. I'm allowed an off day right? I really can't be ar*ed today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Nothings taking a decent photo at the minute so I'll try and get my camera out in a bit. There's two things that have been bothering me lately, firstly the assumption that I have had loads of dates and secondly apparently loads of people my age have bought houses, married and have or are trying for a child. Neither of them apply to me! People keep saying I'm pretty so I must have had loads of dating experience and although I know I'm not ugly I don't consider myself that pretty either. But if these people are saying I am do I have a personality defect or something? I know I said I'm happy single a few posts back and I stand by that, but it does worry that people assume something that so isn't true. The second I heard yesterday so I think it just panicked me a bit, I also know loads of people that are no are no were near that and are older than me. I think it just hurts because it's something I want and it's so far away, even if (as I keep reminding myself) I have plenty of time, it doesn't always feel like it. It definitely makes me want to push harder for my career. I met up with my ex T yesterday (he mentioned the second thing) it wasn't bad, he's quite good to talk too and it was nice talking to someone who knows me for a change. It didn't seem as weird as last time, the last six months of NC helped get rid of the most of the anger we had towards each other. After he messaged me and told me he'd missed me but he understood that it wasn't going to happen and he wanted me as a friend. I'm going to take it slowly for both of our sakes. We don't know if we can be friends yet. I rejected his facebook friend request, I want to see if we can be friends before I totally let him into my life. I feel good about seeing him though. I have missed him too, he's a good laugh and he's safe, if that makes sense. I haven't slept much this weekend hopefully next weekend will be better. Though I'm supposed to be going out Friday (Valentines) night on a anti-valentines night. They said it was because they hate it, when I asked if it was cause they were single they said yeah, haha. Since I'm in the same boat they couldn't be angry at that comment. I went to my parents today after visiting my Nan (who's had another fall, in the hospital this time). I hadn't seen them all week and I think they'd missed me. My Dad pumped up my tires for me. The front two were quite low, I feel better now they've been checked. It's starting to get lighter and I'm loving it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 How embarrassing would it be if a male colleague caught me buying tampons? Is it worth the risk? That will teach me for not being my usual over prepared self. -_- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 Luckily I found some pads but I didn't half feel self conscious in my WHITE gii. I must have looked quite vain checking out my arse in the mirror. I have shoved a weeks worth of tampons in my bag, I could probably mop up the floods down south with the amount I've bought. Isn't it great being female, I almost wish I was back on birth control. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 12, 2014 Author Share Posted February 12, 2014 We have a hurricane! We're supposed to be getting 70-100mph winds! I just drove home and there are cyclists on the road, mad people. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 13, 2014 Author Share Posted February 13, 2014 Found my camera, just going to put it on charge. Then I'll post a picture of my tattoo that's not blury. I'm also not sure what to wear tomorrow so I'm going to post in the fashion thread, hopefully I'll get some help! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted February 13, 2014 Share Posted February 13, 2014 I am still waiting to see it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 14, 2014 Author Share Posted February 14, 2014 Haha, sorry I couldn't find my camera. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverbirch Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 I can't access it CC. what's it about? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverbirch Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 Oh nice tattoo. what does it say? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted February 14, 2014 Author Share Posted February 14, 2014 Thank you. It means with an open mind, though it can also mean candid or frank. ..................................................................... I can hardly believe I've been single a year today. I feel like I'm in a much better place. I have to admit I've felt down occasionally for still being single on Valentines day but hey there's always next year. I has the day off today to I went for a run, unfortunately it seems to have hurt my foot. I went and got my hair done by my favourite hairdresser. I tried to go to a cheaper place and I hated the cut she gave me, so I waited and grew it out a bit. It looks so much better he told me to let it grow for three months then go back. I also got my shoes fixed, picked up a parcel and bought some new jeggings. It's pouring down outside which probably hasn't helped my mood. I can't wait to go out tonight, just got to decide what to wear! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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