zentoCC Posted November 28, 2013 Author Share Posted November 28, 2013 I worked harder yesterday and I'm doing ok today. My city got voted the 5th prettiest city in Europe by the USA. I went out last night it was fun and I'm glad I went. I've got a suspicion my friend is about to cancel on me, no surprise there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted November 28, 2013 Author Share Posted November 28, 2013 Two Christmas parties and three Christmas dinners, not bad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted November 28, 2013 Share Posted November 28, 2013 Two Christmas parties and three Christmas dinners, not bad. That sounds great!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted November 30, 2013 Author Share Posted November 30, 2013 I'm feeling lonely. I don't like driving home a night I keep having to tell myself I'm safe before I can drive off. I feel like such a loser. I went to see Catching Fire, I've read the books and I quite enjoyed it. I think I'm getting quite the crush on R. I'm still undecided on the whole relationship thing, I'm not sure what I want out of one. I guess I'm still young. I think too much and I need more sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted November 30, 2013 Author Share Posted November 30, 2013 I feel better after some sleep. I may try and wake up early and take some photo's of the canal I walk along, when I get the train to work and it's really pretty at sunrise, thinking about it it's probably pretty at sunset which is about four at the moment. I need to be productive today and find all my missing things. I'm going to see if I can find a new dress later. Not sure whether to have lunch in or out though. Should probably save the money. Besides I have pate to use up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted November 30, 2013 Author Share Posted November 30, 2013 My Nan's had another mini stroke (she had the last one quite a while ago). I've only just got my Mum's massage as my phone ran out of charge. My Mum's about to visit her now, she says she's fine but will know more in a hour. I'm worried. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted November 30, 2013 Author Share Posted November 30, 2013 My Nan's ok. She's got to stay at hospital until somebody from social services can assess her. That shouldn't be too bad though since my Uncle lives with her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 1, 2013 Author Share Posted December 1, 2013 Eating a brawstworst(sp?), love Christmas. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 1, 2013 Author Share Posted December 1, 2013 I've had a productive day today, I bought my dress. I undecided on the socks. Well actually I think I may get two. Both are on sale. I was woken up at 7:20 today. My housemate woke me up a bit then in my dream the person sleeping beside me was stabbed, they let out a horrible scream so I couldn't get back to sleep. It actually worked out quite well though because the shopping center I went to filled up fast. I went to my parents after and my Mum agreed with me about which dress to buy. My cars making a squeaking sound, my Dad said he'd come with me to a garage. I then went to the gym and then walked into town to buy my chosen dress. I made Chinese noodle soup for my dinner it was nice. Now I need to clear my room and my legs ache. Doesn't matter though because this month looks really exciting and I have Tuesday afternoon and Wednesday off. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 2, 2013 Author Share Posted December 2, 2013 My cars going to the garage tomorrow. Maybe I shouldn't get that dress after all since it costs £80 just to look at the car. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted December 2, 2013 Share Posted December 2, 2013 The dresses look lovely! I am sorry to hear about your Nana. Cars are always a pain in the backside arnt they ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 2, 2013 Author Share Posted December 2, 2013 Thank you. They're keeping her in for observation for a few more days, just to help her balance. They certainly are unfortunately I kinda need one though. Can't wait for my afternoon off tomorrow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverbirch Posted December 2, 2013 Share Posted December 2, 2013 Sorry about your Nanna CC. I like the dresses too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 3, 2013 Author Share Posted December 3, 2013 Thanks Silver. My thighs still hurt two days after the gym. Karate last night probably didn't help. I can see the improvement though so it's worth it. My Mum has started buying things of my list I was going to post it here but I forgot. I might later if I remember. My parents liked it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverbirch Posted December 3, 2013 Share Posted December 3, 2013 Oh, I would like to do pilates. I am done with the gym and that type of exercise! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 3, 2013 Author Share Posted December 3, 2013 My cars fixed! It was less than I thought it would be, £48 plus my Dad gave £20 towards it. I told him not to but he insisted. I also went to lunch with my parents, they'd been fighting but they kept it civil for me. I had a BBQ steak wrap, mmmm. I like to do yoga at the gym sometimes or go swimming. My goal is to be able to run for 20 min without stopping. I'm not sure if I'll quit then or not. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 3, 2013 Author Share Posted December 3, 2013 Just had a nap and dribbled, eww! I also dreamed about my ex. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 4, 2013 Author Share Posted December 4, 2013 My Nan's still in hospital. I'm in the cinema about to watch Carrie after spending all my money at the Christmas market in Birmingham. As much as I love the Christmas market, I prefer it up North. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 4, 2013 Author Share Posted December 4, 2013 I had a really good day today so why can't I shake this feeling of sadness? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 6, 2013 Author Share Posted December 6, 2013 I just phoned my family to see how my Nan's doing. She's still in hospital but doing better. I'm going to visit her tomorrow. When I was saying goodbye to my sister my Dad started joining in then my Mum and they were all shouting "Bye Booaay!" down the phone. Things like that make me feel happy and loved. If your wondering my nickname is Boo from my family and my childhood friends who know my parents call me that. I've never been embarrassed of my nickname I actually use it as my screenname sometimes because it makes me feel loved. My middle sister K hated hers for a while as a teenager but we didn't stop calling it her so she got over it. My other sister J has millions of nicknames and answers to pretty much anything. I feel really tired I can't wait to get a good nights sleep. I want to tidy my room a bit and wrap some presents first though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 7, 2013 Author Share Posted December 7, 2013 I saw my Nan today, she looks so old. Apparently she's improving though. She's not sure if she'll be out before Christmas though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 8, 2013 Author Share Posted December 8, 2013 I just can't be bothered lately I just want lie about eating biscuits and surfing the internet. I just feel so frustrated with life at the moment. I'm currently re-writing my CV. I hate listing my skills I can do it in person no problem but on paper I'm not so good. Plus I've noticed when I speak I don't necessarily use the words I meant to which is frustrating. I just want to get away from everything sometimes and start fresh. Maybe meet someone who doesn't confuse the hell out of me. I'm so tired and hungover which isn't helping. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 9, 2013 Author Share Posted December 9, 2013 I graded tonight, I'm now a purple belt and my sisters an orange belt. I think I did better this time, though I guess your supposed to get better each time you grade. I'm addicted to the show Girls, it's amazing. I've eaten the equivalent of a loaf of bread today. That cannot be good for me. I need to write about something in my personal diary I feel to stupid putting it on here. I need advise but I'm scared to get it. For now I'll practice my skills in avoidance and procrastination. On a happier note my Nanny is slowly improving. I'm seeing my Nanna tomorrow, We're going to a really fancy restaurant we went to for her birthday in April. I think that was the last time I saw her. She's not really a family person. It'll be the first time she'll see me car, she gave me £1500 towards it, I was blown away when I got that cheque. I think my Dad was as well. Still recovering from the party on Saturday, I need more sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 10, 2013 Author Share Posted December 10, 2013 I went out to the poshest restaurant in town tonight. The food was quite nice the waiters looked quite scared actually like if they messed up they'd be fired. I certainly wouldn't want to work there. Still tired, still on ENA. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zentoCC Posted December 11, 2013 Author Share Posted December 11, 2013 Got home after a bad day all ready to flop on my bed and maybe have a temper tantrum, when I heard my housemates chatting. So I wandered in and got a chocolate within a couple of minutes without saying anything! Maybe there is such a thing as men's intuition. I like my male housemates they're funny, chatty and helpful. I started to learn my new kata today the end's really hard, it's going to take me a while to master but I have three months. I'm going to try and have an early night tonight so I better get cracking.... or sleeping. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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