r0ckox Posted October 24, 2011 Share Posted October 24, 2011 Well - here I am again. I'm not healed. I think I am sometimes, and there are days where it's easy to move on and say "ah screw it. Whatever." - but then there are days like this.....where I'm sitting here all depressed. We didn't even have anything... that's what confuses me the most. We had no relationship, had no "friendship", have no memories of good times together. We were "pen pals" at it's best.... "phone buddies" -- we hung out once a month and did nothing interesting....It's all nothing... just my lame emotions. I loved the girl. I cared about her. Thought about her daily. Just wanted her to feel the same way about me - but it never came. She put me through HELL! I did my part in "pushing her away" - but only did that because I was upset. How can you not be upset when you want someone who doesn't want you back? It's hard. I guess I just wish she saw what she had. I could have given the girl the world - yet I was just another somebody who liked her, to her. Shame, aint it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
r0ckox Posted October 24, 2011 Author Share Posted October 24, 2011 yeah, baRx - it's a shame. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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