nothingontheinside Posted August 28, 2004 Share Posted August 28, 2004 I sit here alone My broken cycles of love Die per second of eternal bloom Into a dark puddle A puddle of shadows With each individual drop Contaminated with only hate and pain Betrayed blood splattered on the wall Drying with each second wasted Each second of hate In my eyes reflecting into death The mirror of distorted images shines I see my face No longer whole. Shattered icon of destruction Broken pain displayed in my words In my eyes I see only loneliness And loneliness it will remain Until you show up And apologize for your mistake I am your worst error of jumbled disorders All in a line to show my failures I have fallen short of my desires I have disappointed the future in myself I have frustrated my past I am the present that refuses to exist My hate cools the fire in my heart My love ceases to help And rather it pressed the knife deeper All is fair in righteousness As the person who you thought I was Taps the glass one last time Illuminating crystal eyes Burn through the given hate Of those left behind Of those tortured with a bit of defection Those hated, those suffering in their own souls Normal people seen every day Die internally with each gasping breath of air Which burns their lungs Like flames lapping up their insides With each breathless inhalation Hoping for the best The best is what you may call the worst An end An end to the pain An end to the knife stabbing the internal love Smothering it Releasing your own faithless existence Into the reality of the present Built by our own selfish minds Gathering in the circles of emotionless agony And I still sit alone Waiting for the eye of the storm To attack the dying mind that I call my own To kill off my existence from your dreams So I say with my last words That you are stronger than the fire You can beat it with your mind Just to kill off the diverse world Just try harder to kick the habit Try to ease the pain A different way I have failed Now it is your turn to pass the test Of our meaning on this earth Stop the knife from digging deeper Pull it out and declare victory on yourself. (say anything u want to! im open to ideas, suggestions, critisism and whatnot) -ness Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
behind_these_eyes Posted August 28, 2004 Share Posted August 28, 2004 Once again, awesome. You're so talented, that really moved me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nothingontheinside Posted August 30, 2004 Author Share Posted August 30, 2004 thanks umm does anyone else wanna leave a comment like how to make it better or something? anything? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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