I feel so stupid. I need support.

[evepm]

I finally realized that my wonderful, sweet b/f is a spineless control freak.

I broke up with him and I'm really upset with myself for getting involved, once again, with a jerk. I know that the only reason I got involved with him in the first place was because I felt lonely and isolated.

 

I moved about 10 months ago to a place where I didn't know anyone. My family and friends are not close to where I live and even though I have gotten to know a few of my neighbors (My ex was one of them, although he recently moved) I still feel really isolated.

 

I get so scarred living here sometimes. The logical side of me knows that there is nothing to be afraid of. But my emotions get away from me sometimes and I end up feeling depressed. I actually feel like I can't take care of myself. I feel like a freak. I work from home, which leaves me, stuck here just about 24/7. I feel so desperate that I want to move back to my hometown. Doing this would mean a pretty big financial lose and I'm not sure that running back is the answer. Any suggestions would be so greatly appreciated.

[Alabama]

I would suggest that the time that you do not work, get out and just talk to people. Social interaction is important as it helps keep you healty and I am sure you will make some friends. You should not feel isolated. Plus you have the internet so you can chat with people online if you feel lonely. Good luck!

[dpressedone89]

if you need support you can always talk to me about anything just PM me or IM me or whatever i'd be more than happy to be your friend through these hard times