I Don't Know...

[Ascendant]

So I came accross I couple of oddly inspirational videos by Lev on YouTube, and I figured why not try writing a poem that best describes me in the past 3 years, I'm sure some of the content of the poem may have related to you or someone you have known for awhile. Without further ado, here's the poem...

 

I Don't Know

 

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

 

I see everyone around me progressing on with their life

yet I feel as if I am deeply behind

My friends tell me, it's only a matter of time before my time comes

But really, my life...I wish I could rewind

 

I just don't know whether that special someone will enter my life

Perhaps it's not masculine to worry about wanting that special girl

But in my eyes, it seems that the mean boy-special girl is rather rife

All I wonder, is why couldn't it be me instead of that mean ol' Earl?

 

Is it because I'm a flawed ol' man?

Or because of the fact that I lack physical beauty?

Surely, it's because I'm a deaf man

But if you focus on these flaws, how would you know I'm that treasured ruby?

 

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

 

Maybe I should really give up on finding that special someone

Too many mind games, rejections have sent me into personal solitude

After all, is there really a "one" that will accept me for me?

 

I don't know

 

What I do know for sure, is that I'll always have hope

Maybe not today, nor tomorrow

But someday, she'll wait for me...

 

But for now, I just don't know

 

 

So I hope you enjoyed it, and I look forward to writing some more poems about the Mere Adventures of Ascendant