Stale

[Beoslasher]

Everything seems a little dull;

a deep gray, no color here

Every sound is a simple lull;

no booms or bursts to conjure fear

 

I need something to heal inside;

a light to the dark in the room

I need something to feel tonight;

a change in a rhyme scheme or two.

 

I just want some chaos;

something different in my life

I could use a touch;

a held hand, or two hands upon my sides

 

I'm missing something,

something critical, something that makes me, me.

Maybe its someone, maybe its just someone that I need.

 

Maybe its a book, a bed

a blanket, a tv, or some snow

maybe its direction, maybe I just need somewhere to go

 

Maybe I just need to survive. To reach tomorrow and see what I will find.

Maybe I just need to need, to see if I feel anything.

But I feel everything inside

 

And everything I need

Is everything I cannot seem to find

I'm feeling so stale, my heart denies. It denies.