To Relive

[Beoslasher]

I walked through woods back home

through feelings, emotions, pain, and anger

of fighting, and crying, and defeat

 

I walked through drunk, forgetting

 

How is it that I still remember when I'd die to forget

How is it that I can still love you, when we haven't truly spoke in ages.

How if I could I would still hang onto to each of your last words

 

But I'll never have that chance again, and it bothers me so much

that though we've had closure I just want to open that chapter again and relive

 

I could go on and on about what I wish, and what we did

and I could live with what I've done and what you did

but truth is that I feel utterly alone, and with you...

at least there was someone I knew I could count on.