Wrecking Ball

[Beoslasher]

I am a wrecking ball,

I destroy, I secimate

I do not create.

I have twisted the truth

to fit my needs, and realize.

just how horrible I can be.

 

The two castles of love

that once held me

were destroyed one last year

and one today.

 

What am I to do,

should I continue to plunge forward

blindly flailing, blindly sailing

into anything, and anyone who will reach toward me

 

Or should I simply stop living,

and be content with a life that I simply cant be content with

A life before that if I had followed will lead me into a castle of madness

A life, that if had followed now would lead me away from my dreams

into a life of mediocrity and simplicity.

 

Isn't there something exciting about this wrecking ball

the simple chaos that can be made, made into something new.