how i feel

[ang3l2004]

This is beginning to take over me take over who I am who im trying to be,

Feeling resentment towards you feeling pain and suffering that you cannot see,

I hide it because it's my problem to deal with my heart my mind,

I cant just stop my life hit fast forward or rewind,

There are so many times I wish I would have learned before,

Before you were with me and before you walked out the door,

But they say this is one lesson in life you must take,

For if this was a dream I would never want to awake.

There are so many things I wish you would feel,

But you wouldnt understand you wouldnt know how to deal,

But because you are fine and ok with who you see,

Dont take for granted the love that use to be,

Dont tell me you will see me or even that you will call,

Dont tell me that we are friends when you treat me like nothing at all,

Dont sit there and ask how everything is with me,

You already know that im hurt in hiding because im not free,

You broke my heart in two but let me down with ease,

Told me that oneday you would marry me remember all of these?

I dont know how to tell you this im sorry but its true,

Remember what goes around comes around only if you knew,

Mabe you should start growing up to be,

Be a man with power not selfish with thee,

I still do love you but you dont understand,

That I feel like you drug me through the sand.

Please never forget how good I was to you,

How big my heart was and would do everything to,

I will always love you,you will miss me,

Now that im hurt and crying your the last person I want to see

 

 

Sorry so long had to vent tell me what you think

[under_the_pressure]

Very, very good! I like it alot! Keep writing, you are very talented.

 

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