hers Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 I'm so glad to hear it. She can't drive right now b/c of her DUI, and she got laid off her job, and she said she's just sitting in her apartment and feeling like crap all the time. They opened an AA clubhouse 2 blocks from her house where they have meetings daily, so she is starting to go. I'm really happy about this. She said she doesn't want to drink but it's hard not to. I told her that it's ok if she relapses, especially at the beginning, b/c it's normal. So she doesn't need to feel ashamed or like a failure if it happens b/c it might. A close friend of hers has been in the program for quite a while now and is helping her through it (but I'm not sure she's acting as her sponsor). I'm getting my 2-year chip in Al-Anon next month and I'm so excited. I feel like I've come such a long way, and just being able to TALK to my mom, let alone in a nice tone!, is such a huge step for me. I have a long way to go though, as I'm still working on Step 3 in my program. I really hope she's able to stick with it and find her spot in the program to get herself help she needs. I know that just her stopping drinking doesn't solve all the problems we've had as a family, but this is a good start. I just need to keep myself grounded enough not to let myself be set back if she does keep drinking or relapses when she gets in the program. Just getting thoughts out... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IphigeniaSaysHi Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 I'm glad to hear it, too. AA and finding a sponsor is a hugely helpful thing for many people suffering. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Sanguine- Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 That's awesome for you and your mom. I know how difficult it is to deal with that kind of thing, so props to you for being so strong about it. =) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 18, 2009 Author Share Posted August 18, 2009 thank you, guys. it's been a lifelong struggle for me. i've done years of estrangement and anger and resentment toward her b/c i always felt like she chose alcohol over me. i've learned she can't exactly help it and that resentments don't get me anywhere except more angry. but thanks to my own program and my sponsor and friends in the program (and venting to this place of course, haha), i've done a lot better with all of that. my sister is expecting a baby in november and i am moving down toward her next month, and my sister has been quite serious that my mom will not be left alone with the child until she gets herself help. i don't know if that's what's jumpstarting my mom, but regardless of the reason, she's doing it, and that's all that matters. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Sanguine- Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 it's so good that she's taking initiative. my dad was an alcoholic. I wish he could have done the same thing, it's a terrible disease. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 18, 2009 Author Share Posted August 18, 2009 treating it like a disease has been the most helpful, though i still struggle with believing it. but telling myself that she can't help it, even if she can (i have no idea, but it's what i choose to believe) keeps me from focusing on my program and getting through my crap b/c i'm too focused on hers. writing it off as a disease definitely keeps me more focused. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
25thfloor Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 I'm so happy for you and your mom...and your entire family. yep...there's a lot of baggage that come with alcoholics in the family...i know...and the scars run deep...but it's fixable! stay strong for yourself and your mom! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Qut81 Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 Ah, I am sooo happy to hear that. *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 18, 2009 Author Share Posted August 18, 2009 Thank you, guys. I really hope this helps our family. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jengh Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 Ohh, I'm SO happy to hear this!!! Seriously, this is wonderful news. Let's just hope she's able to stick with it and get the help she needs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 18, 2009 Author Share Posted August 18, 2009 thanks, friend I could hear it in her voice taht she wants this for herself but it seems like she feels like she's not up to the challenge or something. Even if she does get sober and into a program to help herself, I'll still need to work on myself b/c it won't mean that my problems disappear or that i'll be fixed b/c she's stopped drinking. I remember I used to just wish and wish she'd stop so things woudl be fine, but I know it's much more than that now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted August 18, 2009 Share Posted August 18, 2009 This is exciting news Hers!It is an awesome step for her and I hope she stays with it and becomes sober. That will go along way to healing your family. I will pray that she sticks with it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 19, 2009 Author Share Posted August 19, 2009 i got a text from my mom a bit ago that said she went to a meeting tonight and it made her feel so much better and the times she's going to be going to meetings. keeping my fingers crossed and praying for her! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
greywolf Posted August 19, 2009 Share Posted August 19, 2009 that's great, hers! I hope things go well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 19, 2009 Author Share Posted August 19, 2009 thank you. i really do too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hers Posted August 21, 2009 Author Share Posted August 21, 2009 My mom hasn't had a drink since Sunday, August 17, 2009. She said she's been going to 2 meetings a day since Monday. Praying and praying and praying.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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