Where Do I Stand

[In the Dark]

What to make of this,

Distance and text which disappeared and its,

Bringing me down,

And I'm falling to bits.

What is this negativity,

Coming from everything you see,

It all started off with your intensity,

Now there is nothing left but me.

In a distant place where no one likes to be.

I'm nothing like any of the people you 've been,

seeing in the past so whats wrong with me?

Your love escalating into fear.

Your love which brought us here,

Your love finally made me shed a tear,

After my locking heart away for so many years.

I know you are damaged and faulted.

From the past of a pain

You don't want to be,

with anyone else but me.

You invited me to see your family,

Who approve genuinely.

What more do I have to be?

Where do i stand?

Why do I bleed?

Will the doctor help me?

Or will I become just a memory?