a poem the pain inside

[pain]

this is a poem ive write i express my feelings and what pain that lays within me after the break up

 

I sit here in a room so small know one hears my cries my soul screams out in pain

And my emotions run wild like a stallion galloping by the side sea of no tomorrow

I cannot live I can’t die I’m surrounded by black roses twisting in my thoughts

The painful thorn of memories that creep out and remind me how unsettled I really

Am

Will I ever see another tomorrow is the past so long that it relives itself over and over?

How can I survive when i all see hear and feel is pain and the sorrow drips inside of me like a

Rain drop and the anger is like tormented dog where the hope is fading.

 

It’s hard to see a rainbow after the storm no colours do I see just the grey sky that sits above me

Have I won or have I lost either way things don’t change.

Is peace just a hope of a dove flying past my mind?

Black rain spits at my heart and my heart hurts so deeply like razor blades cutting to the

Core.

 

I fall to my knees slippering to mother earth looking at the heavens above can I be

Saved will the angels guide me to better freedom will they free me from this pain

Save me now I’m screaming just screaming let me go my soul wants to be free

My thoughts are twisting and turning like a dark knight in a lonely kingdom

 

Two sorrows and I rest tomorrow

Full pain and I still feel the shame

Who and what am I a man a boy a know body

I close my eyes and sleep to sleep hoping I will not wake

Otherwise it will all begin again.