Seymore Posted December 31, 2008 Author Share Posted December 31, 2008 Well...last night I packed the last of her things from the list she sent me the other night, aside from her camera cable, which I told her a couple weeks ago I don't have. It's all in a box in the back of my car. I want to start the new year fresh, so I have to return it tonight. The other night she texted her disapproval of me leaving her stuff in the lobby without her being home (there was a light on, so I knew her sister was at least there) I don't care if she's not home - if there's a light on in her window, either her or her sister's home, so I will leave the box in the lobby and text her or her sister that the stuff is in the lobby. After that I can truly begin to heal. As long as I have this stuff in my car I can't be me again. I'm starting to eat more, too. Finally getting the appetite back, but I still feel like I'm going to throw up 24/7. I'm sick of this, literally. I want my old, boring life back where I could have time to just stop for an hour somewhere and admire God's creation in nature, instead of feeling in the back of my head like I have to be somewhere or that I have to explain something to her or that there's something I have to "take care of" for her. I'm sick of people at work asking me about her, too. I tore all reminders of her down and it's still one thing after another. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren.xo Posted January 2, 2009 Share Posted January 2, 2009 How have things been? I hope good. Just checking up! L Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.