Remembrance

[Beoslasher]

I remember a long time ago

when I got told I wasn't good enough

I cried bitter tears of anguish

because my best wasn't best enough

 

I remember a long time ago

when I tried to lose myself

and build someone else

who wasn't me

 

I remember a long time ago

when I loved when I didnt like

and I tried, when I knew it wasnt right

this wasnt me

 

I remember a long time ago

when I pretended, to be someone else

but like I said, I wanted to lose myself

 

then the weather changed

the skies grew gray

I recall

 

I remember a short time ago

when I walked along a paved road

and I remember a short time ago

crying as I walked alone

 

I remember a short time ago

when I looked for myself again

I remember a short time ago

when I fought to be a man

 

I remember yesterday

thinking how ignorant I was

I remember yesterday

thinking how wondrous it is to live

I remember yesterday

thinking about all these times

 

I remember yesterday

thinking about how much I've grown

I remember yesterday

thinking about how its alright to be alone

I remember yesterday

thinking how much time i've left to live

I will live for today

all my love to you all i'll give.

[CAgirl]

I like this.

[mellybelly]

lovely beo! : )

 

last line made me think of the beatles...now i'm singing...

 

"All my loving I will send to you.

All my loving, darling I'll be true.

All my loving, all my loving,

Oooh...

All my loving I will send to you."

 

hehe. : )

[Beoslasher]

Thanks for the comments guys!

Just a great day yesterday, made me reflect on why I tore myself up the last couple weeks about stupid crap lol ^_^

 

Beatles are classiccc ugh, now i gotta find all you need is love on mah itunes lol.

 

Hope all is well with ya'll!