JustaFool Posted January 27, 2004 Share Posted January 27, 2004 My reflection in the mirror, was that of only you, My heart was a jewel you kept locked up Somewhere along the way you threw away the key Leaving me stranded with wasted thoughts of you The lock has since rusted with no hope of being opened again A cold heart brought my entire world to its knees The lock writhes in agony yearning to be open You are the bridge from which I jump Falling into a continuous downward spiral into the bowels of hell Thanks to you, I am now complacent with hate God can't help, God won't help... Why would a sadistic b@stard like that even allow you to be born You are the rope from which I hang Void of emotion, void of life, void of love My broken heart scattered on the floor for maggots to consume You are the bullet in the gun, waiting in place, To do the only job you were created to do...destroy I let you inside my soul, where you spread like a cancer Leaving pain and hate where love and joy once resided You went, by your own free will, from someone I loved To someone I used to know It's so wrong of me to love you You, my dear, are the one who in my heart I love but in my mind I hate One day, maggots will consume your broken heart too They will swallow it whole..I hope it's because of me. F.u.c.k you for making me hate...I'll see you in hell How much hate and malice can one contain You're too blind to see I'm filled to capacity Not even the warmest sun could thaw your heart of ice You are as souless as Lucifer, yet a shade more spiteful My entire existence is trapped in purgatory With nothing left but your face emblazoned in my mind It's been said that hell is repetition That's why I must continue to hate For every time I see your face I take one step closer to leaving this purgatory And entering the hell you have made for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
viewsonic34 Posted January 27, 2004 Share Posted January 27, 2004 anybody else want to field this one? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
QTpie87 Posted January 27, 2004 Share Posted January 27, 2004 i think you have good writing skills although i think that you can use them to write thing that are not so mean. yes this person may have hurt you, but can you express it in a way with out cussing or telling them to go to hell, i think that you can. maybe write something with a nice nature to it. i am def. not saying that you don't have any talent, im just saying it might make you feel better if you expressed your anger but not so verbaly. try doing something like saying something and expressing yourself but making it so the reader can make what they want of it and maybe have to guess what it really means. good luck. love Qtpie87 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
optimistic Posted January 27, 2004 Share Posted January 27, 2004 Hi Justa.. I think I was where you were back last April thru June last year. All I can say is a lot of things change over time and time is the best healer....yeah, aeah, I knowyou've heard that all before.. but if you don''t believe me go back and check over all of my last posts from last April 2003.. Try if you can to let go of the hate, it seems to be doing a good enough job of consuming you at the moment, don't lt it get any worse. Try and use all of the bad times you have had to your advantage, use them as a lesson for future relationships, but try please to let go of the hate, it's not constructive. Maybe even try speaking to someone outside of your loop, a councellor or something. I hope things get better for you soon mate, really I do. keep your chin up.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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