It's Enough

[civilservant]

You are the person I love,

Although I'll never hear those words returned,

Part of me will always be with you,

No matter where you are,

Perhaps it makes me a lesser man,

Perhaps I'm really a fool,

But I speak the truth, there are no lies,

Because what I feel is pure,

 

I miss the way we were,

I miss your gentle side,

I'm stuck in this everlasting loop,

I can't tell you what I knew,

That we we were never perfect,

At best a huge mismatch,

But I fell for you, I wanted more,

And that wont change soon enough,

 

Was I really that bad a person?

Did I treat you poorly and lie?

I don't think I did, and I won't apologize,

For simply being me,

All I can say is you are the one,

I'll always hold inside,

Being far from the one I love,

Is nearly destroying my pride,

 

So for now I write these verses,

I tell myself it's enough,

To be able to express my feelings in poems,

Because I'll never tell you, It's tough.

I want to be a better man,

Perhaps I will be, in mind,

And in closing all I want to say is,

The I love you, forever, all-time

[mr me]

Well this is good. ive been trying to write since my break-up but i havent been able to really be focused like this. Im glad you could because it seems like its really important for people that have these things inside of them to let them out. I hope one day that ill be able to put my stuff to rest but just keep on doing what you can to deal with it.

[Whiskers]

It was once said to me, that a good way to get rid of pain and hurt caused by someone (or at least a good start to getting rid of it) is to write a letter or poem to the one who caused the grief. Explaining in detail how you feel, how they made you feel and adding everything you ever wanted to tell them, though the intention is never to give the letter or poem to it's recipient, either a blog or burning it, usually helps.

I have to admit, I have used it and just feeling as if I got it out did help.

XX

[civilservant]

Thanks Mr Me, It has done me good to be able to wite down my feelings and to be able to see them, although I'm nowhere near done with this. Ive write several, some dark, some on a happier note, because I'm still somewhat unsure on where to go from here it terms of getting over her.